Paroles et traduction 思衛 - 恐懼症

恐懼症

你在牽我的手的時候
可曾安排放手的步驟
可會將安全感都沒收
我怕你還嚮往自由

你在說你愛我的時候
可曾編排對白的虛構
可會在結束以前透露
我怕愛是一場預謀

恐懼是對你越需要
你越認定我不重要
我夜裡睡不著 你別走好不好
恐懼是對你越依靠
你就越當我是鐐銬
你開始想要逃 我卻無處可逃
我怕我受不了

你在借我肩膀的時候
可曾因為善良與遷就
可會因我給你的不夠
我沒資格求你停留

你在吻我的嘴的時候
可曾因為誰感覺內疚
可會因想起了誰之後
我們以分離做壓軸

恐懼是對你越需要
你越認定我不重要
我夜裡睡不著 你別走好不好
恐懼是對你越依靠
你就越當我是鐐銬
你開始想要逃 我卻無處可逃
我怕我受不了

恐懼是對你越依靠 你就越想要逃
你別走好不好 我對你是否還重要
軟弱卻敗給了驕傲 你如果想要逃
請趁我已睡著 我怕我受不了

我怕我不夠好 我該如何是好

Phobia

When you held my hand
Have you ever arranged the steps of letting go
Can you take away my sense of security
I'm afraid you still yearn for freedom

When you said you loved me
Have you ever arranged the fiction of dialogue
Can you disclose before the end
I'm afraid love is a conspiracy

The more I need you, the more I'm afraid
The more you believe I'm not important
I can't sleep at night, don't go, okay?
The more I rely on you, the more I'm afraid
The more you treat me like a shackle
You start to want to escape, but I have nowhere to run
I'm afraid I can't bear it

When you borrowed my shoulder
Have you ever been kind and accommodating
Can you ask me for what I don't have
I'm not qualified to ask you to stay

When you kissed my lips
Have you ever felt guilty because of someone
Can you think of someone
We climaxed by separation

The more I need you, the more I'm afraid
The more you believe I'm not important
I can't sleep at night, don't go, okay?
The more I rely on you, the more I'm afraid
The more you treat me like a shackle
You start to want to escape, but I have nowhere to run
I'm afraid I can't bear it

The more I rely on you, the more you want to escape
Don't leave, okay? Am I still important to you
Weakness is defeated by pride, if you want to escape
Come on, I've fallen asleep, I'm afraid I can't bear it

I'm afraid I'm not good enough, what should I do