Paroles et traduction Nana Mizuki - 自我理想

自我理想

言いたいこと言えなくって
書き殴って 破り捨てて
いつになれば手放せるの 傷だらけノート

何も聞こえないフリで
笑顔振りまいて 何処へ行くの？
高性能なイヤフォンがあれば
ねえ、僕の声カタチに出来るかな

響け 止めどなく溢れる流星のように
ひたすらに不規則で カッコ悪い僕の宇宙―ソラ―だけど
どこにもないメロディーなら届けられるよ
笑われてもいいから 全力で歌いたい

理想ばかり妄想して
自分自身 質問攻め
参っちゃうよ 雁字搦め
気付けばまた、ポーズ

向けられた視線の熱に
歯止めきかなくて戸惑ってる
毎日溜まっていく選択モノたち
根こそぎ綺麗に片付けたい

叫べ 迷いの孤影 吹き消してしまうほど
今更に不器用で カッコ付けた僕の心音―オト―だけど
とてつもない夢なら用意してあるから
前だけを見つめて この一歩を信じたいよ

高く遠く飛ぶこと
そればかりに囚われ
肝心なこと後回しで
考え過ぎていたよ
もっと自由になりたい

響け 止めどなく溢れる流星のように
ひたすらに不規則で カッコ悪い僕の宇宙―ソラ―だけど
どこにもないメロディーなら届けられるよ
笑われてもいいから 全力で歌いたい

Egoist Ideal

Unable to say what I want to say,
I write roughly and throw it away.
When will I be able to part with this battered notebook?

Pretending not to hear anything,
Where do you go about with a phony smile?
If only there were high-performance earphones,
Hey, could you turn my voice into a form?

Resound like a meteor shower overflowing without end,
Even though my universe ―sky― is irregular and unsightly,
I can deliver a melody that's nowhere to be found.
Even if I'm laughed at, I want to sing with all my might.

Only thinking about ideals,
Questioning myself.
I'm beat, tied up tightly.
Before I know it, it's posing again.

From the heat of the gazes directed at me,
I can't stop and I'm bewildered.
The things I choose pile up every day.
I want to clear them all away neatly.

Shout, a shadow of hesitation, enough to blow it away,
Even though my heartbeat ―sound― is clumsy and pretentious,
Since I have an incredible dream in store,
I want to believe in this step forward, looking only ahead.

Flying high and far,
I'm obsessed with only that,
Putting off the important things,
I've been thinking too much.
I want to be more free.

Resound like a meteor shower overflowing without end,
Even though my universe ―sky― is irregular and unsightly,
I can deliver a melody that's nowhere to be found.
Even if I'm laughed at, I want to sing with all my might.