把砒霜留�自己 - 洪卓立 traduction en anglais

把砒霜留�自己

关掉吊灯 忘记日出都放弃夜晚
戒绝正餐 让我胃壁一天天腐烂
坏了挂钟 遗忘掉快慢
堆积着过去似座山
分开以后无人看懒得睁大眼
残余呼吸根本可有可无
��砒霜我中毒太美好
终于再无烦恼亦无回忆
一只行�散步
缠绵之后只得一脸虚无
寻求什么我怕想得到什么出路
孤独其实子虚乌有才更加恐怖

�着被窝 还觉夏天天气这样冷
凝望白蚁陪着我关起了一扇门
停留这空间
事过境迁 无能力发难
将思慕放进雪柜间
冰封挂念无情绪眼睛都涣散
残余呼吸根本可有可无
��砒霜我中毒太美好
终于再无烦恼亦无回忆
一只行�散步
缠绵之后只得一脸虚无
寻求什么我怕想得到什么出路
孤独其实子虚乌有才更加恐怖

残余呼吸根本可有可无
抬头一刻怕仰望太过高
身躯已沉沦到剩余胡须
不要谁的仰慕
缠绵之后温室一遍荒芜
长眠在家我已找不到什么哀悼
思念无奈管束不到才更加苦恼

Arsenic for myself

Turn off the chandelier, Give up the night and forget the sunrise
Quit regular meals, My stomach wall is getting rotten day by day
Break the clock, Forget the speed
The past piles up like a mountain
No one cares after breaking up, Too lazy to open my eyes
Residual breathing is dispensable
I'm so intoxicated by arsenic
No worries, no memories
Walking alone
Only a desolate face after lingering
I'm afraid to think of what I'm looking for
Loneliness is actually non-existent, which is even more terrifying

Under the quilt, I still feel the weather is so cold in summer
Staring at termites with me, closing a door
Stay in this space
Things have changed, no ability to make trouble
Put my思念 in the refrigerator
Freeze my thoughts, no emotions, my eyes are lost
Residual breathing is dispensable
I'm so intoxicated by arsenic
No worries, no memories
Walking alone
Only a desolate face after lingering
I'm afraid to think of what I'm looking for
Loneliness is actually non-existent, which is even more terrifying

Residual breathing is dispensable
I'm afraid to look up too high
My body has sunk to the remaining beard
Don't need anyone's admiration
The greenhouse is desolate after lingering
Sleeping at home, I can't find anything to mourn
思念 is helpless, which is even more distressing