Paroles et traduction 浜崎あゆみ - Trauma(A BEST -15th Anniversary Edition-)

Trauma(A BEST -15th Anniversary Edition-)

今日のうれしかった顔 今日の悲しかった顔
きのう弱かった自分と 明日きっと強い自分と
あなたなら誰に見せてる 私なら誰に見せればいい
時間なんてものはとても 時として残酷で
でもその残酷さゆえに 今が創られて
人を求めやまないのは 一瞬の解放が
やがて訪れる恐怖に勝っているから
足元で揺れている花にさえ 気付かないままで
通り過ぎてきた私は鏡に 向かえなくなっている
今日のうれしかった顔 今日の悲しかった顔
きのう癒された傷と今日深く開いた傷を
あなたなら誰に見せてる 私なら誰に見せればいい
与えられた自分だけの 正気と狂気があって
そのどちらも否定せずに 存在するなら
ムダなもの溢れてしまったもの役立たないものも
迷わずに選ぶよ そう 私が私であるためにね
幸せの基準はいつも 自分のものさしで 決めてきたから
今日のうれしかった顔 今日の悲しかった顔
きのう癒された傷が今日開きだしたとしても
あなたなら誰に見せれる 私ならあの人に見せたい

Trauma(A BEST -15th Anniversary Edition-)

The happy face of today. The sad face of today.
The weak self of yesterday. The strong self of tomorrow.
Who do you show them to? Who should I show them to?
Time can be cruel sometimes.
But it's because of that cruelty that the present is created.
The reason why we keep seeking people is because
a moment's relief outweighs the fear that will eventually come.
I passed by without even noticing the flowers swaying at my feet.
I could no longer face myself in the mirror.
The happy face of today. The sad face of today.
The wounds that were healed yesterday. The wounds that opened deeply today.
Who do you show them to? Who should I show them to?
There is sanity and madness that only I have been given.
If I don't deny either of them and they exist,
I'll choose what's useless, what's overflowing, what's useless.
Yes, for me to be me.
I've always decided the standards of happiness with my own yardstick.
The happy face of today. The sad face of today.
Even if the wounds that were healed yesterday start to open again,
Who can you show them to? I want to show them to that person.