Aitai - Shota Shimizu traduction en anglais

Aitai

あなたがよかった
例えどんなに傷付いたとしても
どうして私じゃないの?
あの子のもとへ帰らないで
一番に愛さなくていいから
お願い そばにいさせて
抱きしめて 嘘でも
あの子より私を好きだと言って
会いたい会いたい会いたい会えない
私だけを見てほしいよ
こんなにこんなに胸は痛むのに
想いは今もあなたに溢れてく
せっかく会えたのに
冷めた態度 強気なあなた
叶わない恋とわかっていても
追いかけるなんて ねぇバカでしょう?
少しでも問いつめたら
あなたはもう会ってくれなくなるでしょう?
わがままは言えないよ
どうしてもあなたじゃなきゃだめなの
会いたい会いたい会いたい会えない
願うほどに消えちゃいそうで
追えば追うほどに遠くなるばかり
こんなにあなたを想っているのに
たまに優しくして
たまに突き放して
そばにいたい それだけで
待っていられるわ だから
何度傷付いてもいいの
こんなに好きなの
会いたい会いたい会いたい会えない
私だけを見てほしいよ
今もわずかな望み信じてる
いつまでも叶うことない恋心
会いたい会いたい会いたい会えない
ただあなたを求めてるよ
こんなにこんなに好きになるなんて
会いたい 心が壊れるその前に...

Aitai

You were the one for me
No matter how much it hurt
Why isn't it me?
Don't go back to her
I don't need to be your only love
Please let me be by your side
Hold me, even if it's a lie
Tell me you love me more than her
I want to see you, see you, see you, but I can't
I want you to look at me only
My heart aches so much, so much
My thoughts are still overflowing with you
I was so happy to finally meet you
But your cold demeanor, your arrogance
Even though I know this love is impossible
It's foolish to chase after you, isn't it?
If I ask you even a little
You'll never see me again, will you?
I can't be selfish
But I can't help but want you
I want to see you, see you, see you, but I can't
The more I wish, the more it seems to fade away
The more I chase you, the further you seem to grow
Even though I love you so much
Sometimes you're kind
Sometimes you're cold
I just want to be near you
I'll wait for you. That's all.
It's okay, even if you hurt me again
I love you that much
I want to see you, see you, see you, but I can't
I want you to look at me only
Even now, I hold onto a glimmer of hope
A love that will never be fulfilled
I want to see you, see you, see you, but I can't
I'm just longing for you
I never thought I could love someone so much
I want to see you, before my heart breaks into pieces...