Paroles et traduction 許廷鏗 - 苦果

苦果

暴雨大雪 忽然靜下
冷清和晦暗之間
是最尾一抹雪偷偷撲進黑

汗血脈搏 如此冷淡
我竟聽到我在喊
陪著世界每日變差

天光了 不見努力配得拯救
寒流掠過 懸崖踏過 是更深的缺口

我失去的保佑
以尖叫聲沖出咽喉
要撐到出現誰 帶給我因由與藉口
但每天遠處冷風剔透
發覺我給遺漏
要知道等待和信念是場美麗的虛構

幻覺實相 忽然腐爛
轉身和信仰之間
是滲血的痛處都不再結疤

善惡恨怨 如此潑辣
腦海中有我自殺
寧靜裡有躁動太兇猛

我失去的保佑
以尖叫聲沖出咽喉
要撐到出現誰 帶給我因由與藉口 都沒有
但耳邊聽到我的呼救
哪怕世界也給遺漏
最終仰天無神 你揮去衣袖
仍在命運裡逗留

最久遠的等候
有一切蒼生的奢求
每天勇敢回頭 氣喘也生存到入黑 等白晝
若結果有勇氣也不足夠
世界冷眼沉默過後
我聽到生命能繼續壯烈的呼救
至少我生命能背負就如宇宙的詛咒

Bitter Fruits

Torrential rain, snow suddenly falls silent
In between the desolation and the bleakness
The last touch of snow quietly glides into the darkness

Blood and pulse pound with such indifference
I can actually hear myself scream
Keeping pace with the world's daily worsening

As dawn breaks, the reward for effort is nowhere to be found
As the cold front sweeps by, the precipice extends into an even deeper chasm

The blessing I've lost
Gushes forth from my throat as a scream
Enduring until someone appears, giving me a reason or an excuse
But each day, the cold wind in the distance cuts through
I realize I have been abandoned
For I should have known that waiting and faith are beautiful fabrications

Illusions and reality suddenly decay
In between turning around and faith
Is a seeping wound that never heals

Good and evil, hatred and resentment - how intense
In my mind, I commit suicide
Amidst the silence, the agitation rages

The blessing I've lost
Gushes forth from my throat with a scream
Enduring until someone appears, giving me a reason or an excuse, all to no avail
But in my ears I hear my own cry for help
Even though the world has abandoned me
Ultimately, looking up at the heavens and seeing no god, you wave your sleeve
Still lingering in the grip of fate

The most long-awaited expectation
Bears the extravagant yearnings of all beings
Each day, bravely looking back, panting and surviving until nightfall, waiting for daybreak
If the outcome is courageous, it is not enough
After the world's cold, silent gaze
I hear life's magnificent cry for help
At the very least, my life can bear the curse of the universe