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怪我更愛我自己

我已经快记不清你
每个碎片不再靠近
梦里梦外都没有你
猜你也已变了声音

我已经快找不到你
在没有人的地方掏心
翻来覆去每个缝隙
时间筑下一道墙壁

就怪我爱过你
就怪我没有写日记
就怪我似乎更爱我自己
没把未来都许给你

就怪我太贪心
就怪我把生活当儿戏
就怪我难舍气氛热闹的酒局
孤单在深夜里陪着你

我已经快找不到你
在没人的地方掏心
翻来覆去每个缝隙里
时间筑了一道墙壁

越想忘干净越会看到你
越想抓紧越从指缝溜去
假若你就一直零落在我记忆里
有没有人 替我疼你

就怪我爱过你
就怪我从不写日记
就怪我那时更爱我自己
没把未来都许给你

就怪我一根筋
就怪我没读懂你情绪
就怪我不够努力 让你安下心
怪我其实很孩子气

就怪我一根筋
就怪我没读懂你情绪
都怪我没拥抱你 还跟你斗气
没把我们名字写一起

Blame me for loving myself more

I can barely remember you
Each fragment no longer draws near
In my dreams or reality, you're nowhere to be found
I bet your voice has changed as well

I'm on the verge of losing you
Pouring my heart out where no one is around
Searching relentlessly in every nook and cranny
Time has built an insurmountable wall

Blame me for loving you
Blame me for not keeping a diary
Blame me for seemingly loving myself more
For not promising you my future

Blame me for being too greedy
Blame me for treating life like a joke
Blame me for being unable to resist lively parties
Leaving you alone in the dead of night

I'm on the verge of losing you
Pouring my heart out where no one is around
Searching relentlessly in every nook and cranny
Time has built an insurmountable wall

The more I try to forget, the more I see you
The tighter I hold on, the quicker you slip away
If you were to forever remain a fragment in my memory
Would anyone ache for you as I do?

Blame me for loving you
Blame me for never keeping a diary
Blame me for loving myself more at that time
For not promising you my future

Blame me for being stubborn
Blame me for failing to understand your emotions
Blame me for not trying hard enough to make you feel secure
Blame me for being childish

Blame me for being stubborn
Blame me for failing to understand your emotions
Blame me for not embracing you, for arguing instead
For not writing our names together