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關於寂寞

当对着坐是
放置了半天半满酒杯
当慰问变做
那套看过百次的戏码
一杯一杯伏特喝下
心瓣心瓣逐块摘下
酒精酵出眼泪我已很惯
学会很惯
孤单只不过是脆弱里字眼
挤身派对喧哗
找一刻欢快避过独个夜晚
夸得太合群为各位
捧腹讲个
傻傻笑话
玲珑的话
像大娱乐家表演至全场尽兴大放烟花
当决定决绝
却看见化妆台那照片框
回忆割亦不断
放过我吧好不好吗
斟多一杯伏特喝下
用新的伤口疗愈旧患
酒精酵出眼泪难以消化
亦要消化
孤单只不过是脆弱里字眼
挤身派对喧哗
找一刻欢快避过独个夜晚
夸得太合群为各位
捧腹讲个
傻傻笑话
玲珑的话
几多个听得出每句
笑得夸 唱得夸 背后的沙哑
每每我要哭泣却也忍泣太硬朗了吧
忘掉你可不可以吗
是时候要应该归家
不必再为谁去庆祝
捧腹讲个
傻傻笑话
玲珑的话
像大娱乐家般伟大全场为我大放烟花
离场后发现寂寞才是彩蛋
有发现吗

About Solitude

When sitting across from me is
A half-full glass of wine left for half a day
When consolation turns into
The same old, familiar drama
I down one drink after another
Tearing at my heart, piece by piece
I'm used to the alcohol producing tears
I've learned to be used to it
Loneliness is just a word that describes vulnerability
I squeeze into the noisy party
Seeking a moment of joy to avoid a solitary night
Receiving excessive praise for being so sociable
I tell a
Silly joke
Using eloquent words
Like a great entertainer performing until the whole audience bursts into applause
When I decide to leave
I see the picture frame on the dressing table
Memories are constantly being cut off
Please, will you let me go?
I pour myself another drink
Using new wounds to heal old ones
The alcohol produces tears that are hard to digest
But I have to digest them
Loneliness is just a word that describes vulnerability
I squeeze into the noisy party
Seeking a moment of joy to avoid a solitary night
Receiving excessive praise for being so sociable
I tell a
Silly joke
Using eloquent words
How many can hear the subtext in every sentence?
Praising my smile and my singing, but ignoring my hoarse voice
Whenever I feel like crying, I hold back my tears. Am I being too tough?
Can I forget about you?
It's time for me to go home
I don't need to celebrate for anyone anymore
I tell a
Silly joke
Using eloquent words
Like a great entertainer, the whole audience applauds for me
But after I leave, I realize that loneliness is the real prize
Did you notice?