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Trigger

渇き満たせない夜は 今でもまだあの日の時を止めたまま
何度も剥がす瘡蓋のように 消えない傷跡止まない叫びが
この胸の中暴れ出す
網膜焼きつく記憶
逃がさない この手で壊すその日まで
残像蝕むこの焦燥に引き金を
朽ち果ててく あいつの骸を抱きしめ眠る日が
生きた証になる
壊し続け得たものが 闇の中へ誘う痛み消えないまま
足元濡らす赤い海渡って この私が今光を掬って
取り返そう 全て 世界を奪おう
どこまでも 追いかけ超えるその日まで
愛憎の中で咲く狂気に引き金を
滲んでゆく あいつのその瞳に絶望写すまで
死ぬなど許さない
私を私たらしめる 証明が欲しい
あいつ以外この傷は癒やせない
癒せないから...
完璧な終止符を打ち未来夢見て
この地獄を笑うんだ きっと光射す
迷わない 口に残る絶望の味が示す
過去を引き連れて
限界の先へ 覚醒する新しい私で
あの日の背中を 撃ち抜け
逃がさない この手で壊すその日まで
残像蝕むこの焦燥に引き金を
朽ち果ててく あいつの骸を抱きしめ眠る日が
生きた証になる

Trigger

On nights when my thirst can't be quenched, I'm still stuck in that day, time frozen.
Like a scab I peel off again and again, the scar won't fade, the screams won't stop,
Raging within my chest.
The memory burned into my retina,
I won't let you go, not until the day I break you with these hands.
To this burning anxiety that gnaws at the afterimage, I pull the trigger.
The day I can sleep holding your decaying corpse will be
Proof that I lived.
What I gained by continuing to destroy is a pain that lures me into darkness, a pain that won't fade.
Crossing the red sea that wets my feet, I, myself, now scoop up the light
To take back everything, to steal the world.
I'll chase you to the ends of the earth, surpass you, until that day.
To the madness that blooms within love and hate, I pull the trigger.
Until despair reflects in your blurring eyes,
I won't let you die.
I want proof of what makes me, me.
No one but you can heal this wound.
Because it can't be healed...
I'll put a perfect end to this, dream of the future,
And laugh at this hell. Light will surely shine through.
I won't hesitate. The taste of despair lingering in my mouth shows me the way,
Dragging the past with me.
Beyond my limits, I awaken as a new me,
And shoot you in the back, just like that day.
I won't let you go, not until the day I break you with these hands.
To this burning anxiety that gnaws at the afterimage, I pull the trigger.
The day I can sleep holding your decaying corpse will be
Proof that I lived.