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重度寂寞

留一盞燈從不關 裝作被等候
開了電視卻沒看著 只是怕沉默
總要搞得很疲憊 才丟自己到被窩
怕心事輾轉難眠 孤單來襲 無處藏躲

重度寂寞的患者
爬出又跌落 回憶的漩渦
我們曾經微笑 挽著一起走
怎麼會從此陌路 變痛著想念的 過客

就像黃昏的塞車 愛動彈不得
過去不去未來不來 幸福拋錨了
越深情的越念舊 越念舊的越失落
時間在不停飛馳 頻頻回首 只會錯過

重度寂寞的患者
有一張面具 畫著假快樂 wo
城市的人匆匆 誰會多停留
關心誰好久不哭 怕一哭就完全 脆弱

我從不能變成石頭
在愛散場的時候 冷硬帶給人疼痛
我更像是汽球 用力一刺就會破
因為心裡頭 滿滿都是虛空

重度寂寞的患者
想問為什麼 沒人能懂我
只是渴望感情 卻被愛嘲弄
我最絕望的時候 誰又會用希望 吻我

最黑暗的時候 誰為我把目光 亮著

Heavy Loneliness

I leave a lamp on, never turning it off, pretending to be waited for
I turn on the TV but don't watch it, just to avoid silence
I always have to get myself very tired before I can throw myself into bed
Afraid that my heart will toss and turn, unable to sleep, loneliness will strike, with nowhere to hide

A patient with severe loneliness
Crawling out and falling back into the whirlpool of memories
We used to smile, holding hands as we walked
How come we've become strangers since then, a passerby who I painfully miss?

Just like the traffic jam at dusk, love cannot move
The past does not go away, the future does not come, happiness has broken down
The more affectionate you are, the more you miss the old days, the more you miss the old days, the more you lose
Time flies by, looking back again and again, only to miss it

A patient with severe loneliness
I have a mask painted with fake happiness wo
People in the city rush by, who will stay longer?
Who cares how long I haven't cried? Afraid that once I cry, I'll be completely fragile

I can never turn into a stone
When love ends, coldness brings pain
I'm more like a balloon, that will pop with a poke
Because my heart is full of emptiness

A patient with severe loneliness
I want to ask why no one can understand me
I just crave affection, but I'm being mocked by love
When I'm the most desperate, who will kiss me with hope?

When it's the darkest, who will keep their eyes bright for me?