Paroles et traduction Mao Abe - 最後の私

最後の私

遂に打ち明けることのなかった恋
報われるはずなどなかった片想い
9月の風の中 貴方を慕った日々
遠くなる声と 幼い笑顔

ふたり笑い歩いた道 覚えてる?
肩が触れるだけで その目を見つめられなくなり
指が触れるだけで もう何もできなくなる
あの日の私は貴方にどう映ったの?

貴方にとって私は不出来でも 貴方に出会えて私は変われたの
貴方と共にあった 私の時間を ほんの少しでいい、認めて下さい

雪は17時を過ぎてから 思い出かき消すように積もって
ふたりが出会った冬が もうそこまで来ています

貴方に出会い 貴方に恋をして
色あせた毎日は 輝き彩り取り戻し
貴方の一言に 思いを巡らせては
浮き立つ私を、私は好きでした

短くはないこの日々の中で "貴方に出会えた"それがとても大事で
もう会えないことを 嘆き悲しむよりも
今はその奇跡を 噛みしめたい

愛しさ手放すことは ただ見送るよりも苦しいですね
こんな気持ち知らなかった 貴方に出会うまでは

ふたり笑い合った最後の日
何も知らせずいてくれてありがとう
貴方の目に映る 最後の私が
幸せに笑う私で良かった

雪は17時を過ぎてから 思い出かき消すように積もって
ふたりが出会った冬が もうそこまで来ています

あの日の私を 思い出して

Last Me

I finally confess my unrequited love,
That will never be rewarded.
In the September wind, I longed for you every day,
Your voice receding and your boyish smile.

Do you remember the path we laughed and walked together?
My gaze dropped when our shoulders brushed,
And when our fingers touched, I could do nothing.
How did I appear to you, that day?

I may have been clumsy to you, but you changed me.
Please acknowledge my time with you, even just a little.

The snow started piling up after 5 pm, erasing my memories,
The winter season we met is almost here.

When I met you and fell in love with you,
My dull days regained their radiance and vitality,
Your every word sparked my thoughts,
And I, who became elated, loved myself.

In these days that were not short, "Meeting you" mattered a lot,
Rather than mourning and grieving for not being able to meet you again,
I want to cherish this miracle now.

Letting go of the love is more painful than just seeing you off,
I never knew such a feeling until I met you.

The last day we laughed together,
Thank you for leaving without saying anything.
My appearance that was last reflected in your eyes,
Was me smiling contentedly.

The snow started piling up after 5 pm, erasing my memories,
The winter season we met is almost here.

Please remember me as I was that day.