Paroles et traduction KYUHYUN - 나의 생각, 너의 기억 My Thoughts, Your Memories

나의 생각, 너의 기억 My Thoughts, Your Memories

어느새 너를 떠나 보내고
몇 번의 계절이 지나갔어
죽을 것처럼 아파했던 가슴도
조금씩 무뎌져 괜찮아지더라
너 아닌 다른 누군가
내 안에 담아보려 했지만
누굴 만나도 지독하게 사랑하던
예전의 내 모습은 없더라
많이 웃고 울던 그 시절 우리 둘,
술 한잔에 묻어주려는 친구들
멋쩍은 듯 고개 숙여 웃고 마는 지금 우리는 그때를 잊은 걸까
바보 같던 내가
너무 어렸던 내가 밀어냈어 그게
널 위한 일이라 생각했어
조금만, 조금만 더 널 늦게 만났더라면
어쩌면 헤어지지 않았을까
여전히 너 하나
지우지 못한 걸
알면서도 붙잡을 수가 없는 나
나를 보고
잘 가라며 돌아서는
너의 뒷모습에 가슴이 시리다
오늘도 바래진 기억에
울다 지쳐서 잠이 들겠지
얼마나 더 차가운
많은 밤을 흘려 보내야 널 잊을 수 있을까
바보 같던 내게
너무 어렸던 내게 웃어주던 너는
내겐 꿈이었고 전부였어 아파도
내 곁에서만 행복할 널 알았다면
어쩌면 헤어지지 않았을까
아직도 사랑하고 있었을까

My Thoughts, Your Memories

Before I knew it, I sent you away
Several seasons have passed by
The heart that hurt as if it were dying
Has become a little numb and feels better
Someone else, not you
I tried to contain within myself
But no matter who I meet, I can't deeply love like
My old self used to
The days we had together, laughing and crying a lot,
Friends who tried to drown it all in a cup of alcohol
Smirking as if embarrassed, we now laugh it off; have we forgotten that time?
My foolishness
That's what pushed you away, when I was too immature
I thought it was for your sake
If only I had met you a little bit, just a little bit later
Maybe we wouldn't have broken up
You are still the only one
I can't erase that
Even though I know it, I can't hold on to you
Watching me
You turn around and say goodbye
My heart aches at the sight of your back
In today's faded memory
I fall asleep, exhausted from crying
How many more cold
Nights must I endure before I can forget you?
To my foolish self
You who used to smile at my childishness
Were my dream and my everything, even with the pain
If only I had known you'd only be happy by my side
Maybe we wouldn't have broken up
Would I still be in love with you?