Vulnerable - Heo Young Saeng traduction en anglais

Vulnerable

몸이 약한 아이라
작은 손 꼭 잡아야 했죠
덤벙대던 아이라
뭘 잘 잃곤해서 늘
챙겨줘야 했었죠
결국 나도 잃었죠
어떡하죠 난 울렸죠
너무나도 지쳐 나만 생각하자고 손 놨죠
다 잃어도
나만은 절대 안 잃겠다하던 아인데

그땐 그게 너무 싫었죠
혼자만의 세상에서 자유롭게 날고 싶었죠
가을 바람 차가워지는 날 돌아섰죠

정말 미안했다며
편하게 해주려고
날 보며 웃어줬죠
내가 그 앨 잃었죠
어떡하죠 나란 놈을
너무나도 보고 싶어져 이기심에 또 찾죠
염치없게
돌아가면 날 기다릴거란 기댈하며

또 어떡하죠 나란 놈을
덤벙댄다 화냈던 내가 오히려 그 앨 놓쳤죠
차가운 공기 옷깃에 스며와 시린 맘을

마치 어제처럼 나 생생해요
하얀 눈보다도 더 빛나던 눈
누구보다 내겐 따듯했던 맘 내게
넌
넌
몰랐죠 너무나도 지쳐 나만 생각하자고 손 놨죠
다 잃어도
나만은 절대 안 잃겠다하던 아인데

또 어떡하죠 난 몰랐죠
너무나도 보고 싶어져 이기심에 그 앨 찾죠
차가운 공기 옷깃에 스며와 시린 맘을

Vulnerable

I was a frail child
You had to hold my little hand so tightly
I was a clumsy child
I used to lose things all the time
So you always had to look after me
In the end, I lost you too
What could I do? I cried
I was so tired, I decided to think only for myself and let go
Even if I lost everything else
I told myself I would never lose you

Back then, I really hated that
I wanted to fly freely in my own world
On a cold autumn day, I turned around

You said you were really sorry
You wanted to set me free
You smiled as you looked at me
I lost you
What could I do? How could I be like that?
I missed you so much, I selfishly came back looking for you
Shamelessly
Leaning on the thought that you would wait for me if I came back

What could I do? How could I be like that?
I hurt you when I was clumsy and angry, and I lost you
The cold air seeps into my collar and chills my heart

As if it was yesterday, I remember you so vividly
Your eyes shone brighter than the white snow
Your heart was warmer than anyone else's to me
You
You
I didn't know I was so tired, I decided to think only for myself and let go
Even if I lost everything else
I told myself I would never lose you

What could I do? I didn't know
I missed you so much, I selfishly came back looking for you
The cold air seeps into my collar and chills my heart