Текст песни и перевод на английский Ecstazy - RECORDAR FA MAL

RECORDAR FA MAL

La calma ja no es opció per això ara em deixo caure
Vull estar amb tu però tu vols estar amb un altre
Moments amb tu a racons i taules, records i traumes
Ets l'or del tresor per aquest pirata
L'ansietat m'agafa per recordar el 2022
Intento fer-me el valent però tinc sovint mil pors
Últimament desprenc mes llàgrimes que suor
Creixen les lletres que escric si rego els meus fulls de plors
Avui he estat a una festa
Per més persones que hi haguessin ninguna eres tu
Si fos mag intentaria fer algun truc
Per recuperar la màgia i tornar-li el sentit algun
Preguntant-me perquè tot ha hagut de ser així
Ja no sé si insultar-te a tu o al destí
Al final com sempre m'insulto a mi
Entre converses amb el coixí, el temps s'està desfent a lo Dalí
Desitjant que tornis i se'n vagin els dimonis del passat
Pero segueixen donant voltes al meu cap
Perquè puc estar de puta mare
Pero són com la meva ombra sempre em perseguiran
Tinc una veu que em diu torna i l'altre segueix endavant
Se que han passat coses pero he de seguir renovant
Ets la meva cura i que no estiguis em té malalt
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Ets la meva cura i que no estiguis em té malalt
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
(Però recordar fa mal)
Perquè recordar fa mal
Per això ara em trobo reflexionant, m'estic desangrant
Pensant en tots els moments les persones importants
Que han acabat anant-se al llarg d'aquest puto any
Jo volia amb tu joder
I ara sense tu tinc fred
Es que ja no se que fer
Si soc jo l'única persona que per tu té el cor així de ple
Em moro pel teu alè
No em pregunto ni el perquè
Pero potser si el que
Pero només vull saber el quan, quan per fi tornarem
Tenir la puta relació que tan desitjàvem
Ara dubto si es el que tu volies
I encara que vas deixar el meu cor fet porqueria
No paro de recordar i pensar en com seria
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Eres tu joder tot s'acaba trencant
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Però recordar fa mal
Nits i dies buscant una llum que s'acaba apagant

REMEMBERING HURTS

Calmness is no longer an option, so now I let myself fall
I want to be with you, but you want to be with someone else
Moments with you in corners and at tables, memories and traumas
You are the gold of the treasure for this pirate
Anxiety grips me remembering 2022
I try to act brave, but I often have a thousand fears
Lately, I shed more tears than sweat
The letters I write grow if I water my pages with tears
Today I was at a party
For as many people as there were, none of them were you
If I were a magician, I would try to do some trick
To recover the magic and give it back some meaning
Asking myself why everything had to be this way
I don't know whether to curse you or destiny
In the end, as always, I curse myself
Between conversations with the pillow, time is melting away like Dalí's clocks
Wishing you would come back and the demons of the past would leave
But they keep spinning in my head
Because I can be feeling great
But they are like my shadow, they will always haunt me
I have a voice that tells me to go back and the other one tells me to move on
I know things have happened, but I have to keep renewing myself
You are my cure and not having you makes me sick
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
You are my cure and not having you makes me sick
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
(But remembering hurts)
Because remembering hurts
That's why now I find myself reflecting, I'm bleeding out
Thinking about all the moments, the important people
Who ended up leaving throughout this fucking year
I wanted to be with you, damn it
And now without you I'm cold
I just don't know what to do anymore
If I'm the only person who has their heart so full of you
I'm dying for your breath
I don't even ask myself why
But maybe if what
But I just want to know when, when we'll finally be back together
Having the fucking relationship we so desired
Now I doubt if it's what you wanted
And even though you left my heart a mess
I can't stop remembering and thinking about how it would be
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
It was you, damn it, everything ends up breaking
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
But remembering hurts
Nights and days searching for a light that ends up fading away