Текст песни и перевод на английский Maiko Fujita - sitto

sitto

彼女を見つめる
あなたの視線で
その気持ちを悟った夕暮れ
つい目をそらした
降り出した雪にも
見つけた虹にも
無邪気にはしゃぐあの子を
私もいつも隣で見てたの
それに気づいても
口には出さない
心にしまう私は
好きな人にさえ
思いは届かない
あなたが見つめる
あの子がいやな子じゃないから
余計に苦しくて
もう嫌いになってしまいたい
あなたもあの子も
写真を撮られるのも
ずっと苦手だった
一人部屋でなら鏡の前
上手に笑えるのにね
目に見えるもの
全てに苛立った
そんな日もあったの
心が苦しくて
なぜか簡単に誰かを
悪く言ってしまうのは
自分に自信がないから
心に余裕さえあればね誰だって
きっと優しくなれるの
あなたの心に私はいない
あなたの心の隙間 入り込みたい
平気な顔ももう限界なの
沸き上がる感情
壊れてしまいそう
どうしてあの子なの
もう見たくないの
気づいて あなたを好きだからだよ
お願いあの子に優しくしないで
優しくなりたい
平気になれない
嫉妬が私を包む
こんなに苦しいのなら
好きな人なんかいらない
どうしてあの子なの

Jealousy

The way you look at her,
With that gaze of yours,
I understood your feelings that evening.
I couldn't help but look away.
Even the falling snow,
Even the rainbow we found,
I've always watched her,
Playing innocently, right beside you.
Even if I noticed,
I wouldn't say a word.
Keeping it to myself, I am,
Even to the one I love,
My feelings won't reach.
The way you look at her,
Because she's not a bad person,
It hurts even more.
I wish I could just hate you both.
Both you and her,
Being photographed too,
I've always disliked it.
Alone in my room, in front of the mirror,
I can smile so well.
Everything I saw,
I was irritated by it all.
There were days like that too.
My heart ached,
And for some reason, it was easy to,
Speak ill of someone.
It's because I lack confidence.
If only I had room in my heart, anyone,
Could surely be kind.
I'm not in your heart,
I want to slip into the gaps of your heart.
Putting on a brave face is reaching its limit.
Surging emotions,
I feel like I'm breaking.
Why her?
I don't want to see it anymore.
Realize, it's because I love you.
Please, don't be kind to her.
I want to be kind,
But I can't be okay.
Jealousy consumes me.
If it's this painful,
I don't need someone I love.
Why her?