Текст песни и перевод на английский RVA Nell - Deliricem

Deliricem

Baştan başlat bunaldım
Kararsız adımlar atansa bendim
Karamsarim biraz o yüzden seçtim
Seçeneğim varken mecalim yoktu
Geleceğim sanki derin bi kuyu
Ucu bucaği gozükmeyen bi yoldu
Kafam alamaz çünkü fiilen yorgun
Kaldiğim yerde bu
Lanet sessizliği dinliyordum
Olanlari bilmiyordum
Üzgün değilim yok ki duygum
Tek başima ne yapıyorum
Beni kimse görmüyomu
İçime dönüyodum
Derlicem eyh derlicem eyh derlicem eyh
Tutunamam tutunamam tutunamam
Aması yok anla ah
İnanan hiç halim (Halim)
Bi insan bile yok (Yok)
Cevap yok (Wooo)
Yaşam yok (Wooo)
Bıraktım bende (Bende)
Sizin gibi ve (Eeee)
İçinde kötüleriyle

Durmadan içime
Kaptırdım ritime
Kendimi bulamam
Sorsun bu ama
Beni ben yapan o ama
Bu nasil bi muamma
Bu halde duramam
Kalmicam orada
Basıyom kalmıcak inat yapıcam inan tutamaz inancın varsa ona
Israrla geçircem derisine
Durmadan içime
Kaptırdım ritime
Kendimi bulamam
Sorsun bu ama
Beni ben yapan o ama
Bu nasil bi muamma
Bu halde duramam
Basiyom o o o o o o adımlara

Avuttum iyiliğime
Sekmişti kötülüğe
Sonucum nötürmü hep
Oturdum bi köşeye
Susupda sadece katlanıcam
Pençeyi geçirir bedenine
Israrla sorardı sebebi ne
Ne bileyim ne ne biliyim
Ayni kelimeler dönerdi peşimde
Yolunu bulamadım dövüşcem o itle
Hemen çekilemem dedim ona etme
Acilar verirdi bu denliğine
Lütfen beni dinle ve eh
Aksini iddia etsemde
Dinlemeden vurur sersem be
Kalmacik hiç bir şey elimde

Duramam peşimde
(Asla)
Gerçekler peşimde
(Bakma)
Kurtar benide
(lütfen)
Kurtarcak bizi
(Unutma)
Sonunda başarcam
(Hayatta)
Artik çıkarcam vede
Söylicem onları yine
Sövücem suratlarına
Teker teker ölene dek
Kabul edemem artık
Vede kalın artık
Yada planı farklı
Bir birine taptın
Ve gerilim ayni
Düşüyom yine
Aman ansız
Gidipde gelip
Bir birine yaktım
Veripte gidip atti
Sonunda ise yine de ayrı
Kurdum vede ikilemde kaldım

Delirium

Restart this, I'm overwhelmed
I was the one taking hesitant steps
I'm a little pessimistic, that's why I chose
I had no strength while I had options
My future is like a deep well
It was a road with no end in sight
My mind can't grasp it because I'm physically tired
This is where I stay
I was listening to this damned silence
I didn't know what was happening
I'm not sad, I have no feelings
What am I doing alone
Doesn't anyone see me
I was turning inwards
I'll go mad, yeah, I'll go mad, yeah, I'll go mad, yeah
I can't hold on, I can't hold on, I can't hold on
There are no buts, understand, oh
My state is unbelievable (My state)
There's not even one person (No one)
No answer (Wooo)
No life (Wooo)
I gave up too (Too)
Like you and (And)
With its evils inside

Constantly into myself
I lost myself in the rhythm
I can't find myself
Let this ask but
It's the one that makes me who I am, but
What kind of a mystery is this
I can't stand in this state
I won't stay there
I'm stepping, won't stay, I'll be stubborn, believe me, your faith can't hold it if you have faith in it
I'll persistently pierce his skin
Constantly into myself
I lost myself in the rhythm
I can't find myself
Let this ask but
It's the one that makes me who I am, but
What kind of a mystery is this
I can't stand in this state
I'm stepping o o o o o o on those steps

I consoled my goodness
It had ricocheted into evil
Is my outcome always neutral
I sat in a corner
I will just shut up and endure
It digs its claws into your body
It would persistently ask what the reason was
I don't know what, what do I know
The same words would chase after me
I couldn't find my way, I'll fight that dog
I told it I can't withdraw right away, don't do it
This would give pain to this balance
Please listen to me and uh
Even though I claim otherwise
It hits without listening, I'm dazed, man
Nothing will remain in my hands

I can't stop, it's after me
(Never)
Truths are after me
(Don't look)
Save me too
(Please)
It will save us
(Don't forget)
I will succeed in the end
(In life)
I will take it out now and
I will say them again
I will curse their faces
One by one until they die
I can't accept it anymore
And stay now
Or the plan is different
You worshipped each other
And the tension is the same
I'm falling again
Oh, suddenly
Going and coming
I burned each other
Giving and going, threw
In the end, still apart
I built it and I'm stuck in a dilemma