Текст песни burn the cabin pt. ii (interlude) - juxpls

I trusted you and it's all gone

And it just went
But what if I'm left
With this old ashy land
Some space in fact
It took so back

And you took a lot from me
Your still my empty sea
Pleading with greed
Shit not so neat

I just needed it from you
What if I'm lost and all confused
I don't know this place
I don't know which way
Will bring me to that day

But why did I burn this cabin?
Will it all just fade and happen?
Will I just fade with it?
Am I scared, so I'm frightened?

Yeah I lost everything
And everything is just fading, casually
I'm waiting, I'm seeing nothing yet
I just need to be saved, on this very day

I knew what could've happened
I'm sorry for my mistakes
I just think I'm so stupid and afraid

I know I'm afraid
I don't wanna be in this place
But if I stay
Could I come up and be awake
With all of these dreams I dreamt for
What happens if I'm ignored

I don't wanna ask for more
I just wanna keep going forwards
To see what goes on in the outwards of this line
What's farther then this life
I don't wanna stay barricaded into a lost statement of time
Now I just got to find