Текст и перевод песни 164 - 嫌われ者の詩

嫌われ者の詩

誰にも疎（うと）まれたくないと思った
ガラスの向こう側じゃ何処にも
僕の味方など誰一人居ないと思った
価値の無い言葉を羅列した
認めて欲しいと思っていた
誰かを傷付けたって構わないと思ったはずなのに
今 僕が居なくなっても
それで世界が廻るのなら
それはそれで別にいいさ
なんてとても言えないさ
例えどんなに情けなくても
まだここに獅噛（しが）みついてる
女々しい嫌われ者の詩
書き殴るように吐き捨てるように問いかけた
例えば与えられた役目が
誰でもよかったのだとして
それなら僕じゃなくたって
誰一人悲しまないと思った
雲を掴むような希望じゃ
手を伸ばしても届かないから
僕は一人じゃないと信じていたのに
何も信じなきゃよかったんだ
もう誰も待ってないよね
誰も僕を呼んでないよね
そんな事は知ってるさ
皆そう思ってるさ
僕はずっとここにいるのに
今 僕が居なくなっても
それで世界が廻るのなら
それはそれで別にいいさ
なんてとても言えないさ
例えどんなに情けなくても
まだここに獅噛（しが）みついてる
孤独な嫌われ者の詩
ほらなんとでも言えばいいさ
僕はどうせ変わらないさ
書き殴るように吐き捨てるように問いかけた

The Poem of the Unloved

I never wanted to be hated by anyone
On the other side of the glass, nowhere
I thought I was all alone, no one on my side.
I strung together worthless words,
Hoping you would approve,
Even if it meant hurting someone,
If I were to disappear now,
And the world kept turning,
That would be fine,
But I can't say that
Even if it's pathetic,
I'm still clinging here,
A cowardly poem of the unloved,
Written and spoken as if I were throwing up,
For example, if the role that was given to me,
Could have been anyone.
Then it wouldn't even matter if it wasn't me,
No one would be sad,
A hope like grasping at clouds,
My hand never reaches them,
I believed I wasn't alone,
I shouldn't have believed anything.
No one is waiting for me,
No one is calling my name,
I know that,
That's what everyone thinks,
Even though I've been here all along,
If I were to disappear now
And the world kept turning,
That would be fine
But I can't say that
Even if it's pathetic
I'm still clinging here
A lonely poem of the unloved
Well, say whatever you want
I won't change anyway
Written and spoken as if I were throwing up