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핑계 (신용재 Solo Version)

이따 통화하잔 말은 핑계야
일을 방패 삼아 너를 피해왔잖아
사실 그건 내가 만든 얘기야
먼저 자라는 말 왜 그랬을 것 같아?

한때 결혼하잔 말로 너를 안심시켜놓고
진작 너를 놓아버린 나
미안해, 너의 집 앞에서 들여보내기 바빴던
나의 맘을 용서하지 마

사랑한단 말은 모두 핑계야
사랑한다는 말은 다 그때뿐이야

한때 아무 감정 없이 "사랑해"를 낭비하며
기계처럼 사랑했던 나
미안해, 입을 맞추면서 아무 맛도 못 느꼈던
나의 맘을 용서하지 마

정말 미안해
참 못되게 니 맘을 울리고 상처만 줬던 나
그러게 왜 나 같은 놈을 만나? 왜? 왜? 왜?
근데도 넌 날 두고 끝까지 괜찮다며 웃어줬잖아

어쩜 미안하단 말도 핑계야
왜 미안한지도 난 잘 모르지만
하지만 이 말만은 진심이야 난
꼭 행복해야 해, 행복해야 해

Pretext (Shin Yong Jae Solo Version)

I lied about calling you later.
I used my work as an excuse to avoid you
In truth, I made that up
What did we say about letting the first person to speak go first?

I once pacified you by talking about marriage
I let you go long ago
I'm sorry. I was too busy escorting you to your door
Don't forgive my heart.

Love was also a pretext.
My declarations of love were only ever for that moment.

I once squandered the phrase "I love you" without any emotion.
I loved you like a machine.
I'm sorry. I didn't taste anything when we kissed
Don't forgive my heart.

I'm so sorry.
I treated you so terribly, breaking your heart and hurting you
Why did you have to meet someone like me? Why? Why? Why?
But even so, you smiled and told me everything was fine until the end.

Maybe even this apology is an excuse
I don't even really know why I'm sorry
But at least this time I mean it: I want
You to be happy. You have to be happy.