Текст и перевод песни Alisa Takigawa - さよならのゆくえ

さよならのゆくえ

向こうで君の笑い声が聴こえる
ずっと隣に居たはずの声
教室の窓に息を吐いて書いた
名前を慌てて袖で消した
廊下から君の声がしたから
こころごまかすように早足で帰った
いつからかわたしは君と話せなくなった
向こうで君の笑い声が聴こえる
ずっと隣にいたはずの声
何も言わなくたって
すぐ気付いてくれた人
何より大切と気付いても
もう目も合わない
教室の隅に君の姿が見えた
本当は話しかけたい だけど
廊下の僕はそれさえ出来ず
平気なふりして笑って日が暮れる
いつからか僕たちは夢も語らなくなった
向こうで君の背中が小さくなる
ずっと隣にいたはずなのに
変われない僕のせいで
傷つけ合ってしまう
何より自分が嫌になる
もう目も見れない
ため息も白くなっていく帰り道
君に話したい事が溢れる
耐えられない孤独も 抑え切れない不安も
君なら一秒で変えてくれたはずなのに
あの日の二人の笑い声が聞こえる
ずっと隣になんてもう言わない
退屈な日々君が
蹴り飛ばしてくれてた
自分が空っぽになるほど 好きだった人

Whither the Farewell

On that side, I can hear your laughter
Which used to be right beside me
As I exhaled and wrote on the classroom window
And hurriedly used my sleeve to wipe your name away
Because your voice reached me from the corridor
I walked quickly back, as if to deceive my heart
Since when did I become unable to speak to you?
On that side, I can hear your laughter
Which used to be right beside me
Even if you say nothing
You were always quick to notice
Even after I realized you were the most important
Now we can't even make eye contact
I saw you in the corner of the classroom
Truly, I want to talk to you, but…
I, who am in the corridor, cannot even do that
I force a smile and pretend to be fine as the sun sets
Since when did we stop talking about our dreams?
On that side, you grow smaller
Even though you used to be right beside me
Because I can't change
We end up hurting each other
Most of all, I hate myself
I can't even look you in the eye anymore
On the way back, my sighs turn white
I want to talk to you
Both about this unbearable loneliness and my uncontrollable anxiety
You could have changed them in a second
I can hear the laughter we shared that day
I'll never say again that you were always beside me
During those boring days, you
Would kick me to move forward
The one I loved so much that I became empty