Mungkin Terlalu Sedih - ANJAR OX'S перевод на английский

Mungkin Terlalu Sedih

Ku hanya tersenyum di balik tangis
Tutupi sedihku yang tak terlukis
Ku hanya tersenyum di balik perih
Ku hanya tersenyum di balik tangis
Tutupi sedihku yang tak terlukis
Ku hanya tersenyum di balik perih

Bahagia kenapa belum juga pasti
Menangis didalam hati sepanjang hari
Ingin tersenyum tapi bibir terkunci
Belum tenang tapi hidup ini terus di uji

Di keramaian kurasa tetap sepi
Bagai dalam sebuah pesta bunuh diri
Aku sendiri berjalan pada misi
Mencari senyuman milik pribadi

Belum rasa lapang
Banyaknya cobaan
Luka belum sembuh lanjut lagi luka datang
Rasa kecemasan terus menakutkan
Sebuah pertanyaan terus saja bermunculan
Kapan sembuh datang ku sudah tak tahan
Hidup dalam kisah begitu banyak rintihan

Rasa kesakitan nyeri sampai tulang
Nyeri sampai tulang
Nyeri sampai tulang

Mungkin kita terlalu sedih
Mungkin karena terlalu sedih
Mungkin kita terlalu sedih
Mungkin karena terlalu sedih

Menunggu bala bantuan kapankah datang
Bagai terombang ambing di laut kesedihan
Berbekal nyawa hanya dengan satu dahan
Apakah diriku mampu bertahan

Ceria dimanakah engkau berada
Masih ku cari meski tak terlihat peta
Rasa sesak di dada begitu terasa
Ku terus bertanya kapan ini binasa

Belum rasa tenang sering ketakutan
Nyeri belum hilang sampai menusuk ke tulang
Dan kegelisahan rasa ketakutan
Sering kali datang entah mau sampai kapan

Ku harus bertahan dan banyaknya beban
Memar ku di dalam aku hanya coba sabar
Rasa kesakitan nyeri sampai tulang
Nyeri sampai tulang
Nyeri sampai tulang

Mungkin kita terlalu sedih
Mungkin karna terlalu sedih
Mungkin kita terlalu sedih
Mungkin karna terlalu sedih

Maybe Too Sad

I only smile behind the tears
Covering my sadness that can't be painted
I only smile behind the pain
I only smile behind the tears
Covering my sadness that can't be painted
I only smile behind the pain

Happiness, why isn't it certain yet?
Crying inside all day long
I want to smile, but my lips are locked
Not yet calm, but this life continues to be tested

In the crowd, I still feel lonely
Like in a suicide party
I'm alone, walking on a mission
Searching for a smile of my own

Haven't felt relief
So many trials
Wounds haven't healed, more wounds come
Anxiety keeps frightening me
Questions keep popping up
When will healing come, I can't take it anymore
Living in a story with so many groans

The pain, the ache down to the bone
Pain down to the bone
Pain down to the bone

Maybe we're too sad
Maybe because we're too sad
Maybe we're too sad
Maybe because we're too sad

Waiting for reinforcements, when will they come?
Like being adrift in a sea of sadness
Armed with life, holding onto just one branch
Will I be able to survive?

Happiness, where are you?
I'm still searching, even though there's no map
The tightness in my chest is so strong
I keep asking when will this end

Haven't felt peace, often afraid
The pain hasn't gone, it pierces to the bone
And the anxiety, the fear
Often comes, I don't know until when

I have to endure, and the burdens are many
I'm bruised inside, I just try to be patient
The pain, the ache down to the bone
Pain down to the bone
Pain down to the bone

Maybe we're too sad
Maybe because we're too sad
Maybe we're too sad
Maybe because we're too sad