Текст и перевод песни Aaron - Mi demonio

Mi demonio

Te noto cerca, tu me notas frágil
Se que esperarás, entraras fácil
Si te abro mi puerta, no es un juego
No soy nuevo en el camino y me harás la de Al Pacino
Pactando con el diablo y se de lo que hablo

Y te darás un festín con mis nervios
Me encierro por no oírlos
Aquí si hay ladridos no son del perro
Y vas a llevarme a tu terreno
A pisarme el acelerador después de romperme el freno

Yo las ví volar de mi hogar, las ví llorar, renunciar de ti
Mi demonio, quien quiere un novio con tanto odio
Sin piedad ni con su sombra las tengo en contra
Se excusan, abusan, usan mi autoridad de alfombra

Su presencia ruido, mi paciencia cero
Se me iría la mano, quise hacer de padre
Sin saber hacer de hermano
Quizás la quiero, quizás me puede más que sea como es
Que sepa que algo falla en ella y no muestre interés

Tú solo quieres mal meter, al que meter en mi interior
Me haces creer que soy mejor, me haces ver cómo a un ser inferior
Arrepentido de haberla pedido
Soy el maltratador que tanto odio y en el que me he convertido

Que me ha repercutido no me cabe duda
Tú, tú la quieres tonta y muda encerrada en la habitación
Quieres cambiarla o rechazarla no vale aceptarla
Aunque lleve mi sangre y tenga buen corazón, ah!

Y es que tú eres mi demonio vivo hablando con odió
Por desgracia te conozco bien
Fustigas mi espalda con culpas
Disfrutas con mis dudas
Haces pujas para verme caer

Voy a mandarte a ese lugar que me vendes como Eden
Yo ahi he estado y lo conozco bien
Te tengo acá al lado
Sal ya de mi hombro, no me vas a convencer
En tu propio infierno voy a verte arder

Que no es lo típico entre hermanos
Hoy será un buen día si fracasa
Que sobra de años, que soy yo el que sobra en esa casa
Que no entiende nada, anclado a los catorce
Con el mayor lo hicieron mejor, ya la dejaron torcer

Voy a poner mi día del revés, a montar el pollo
Mirales que felices los tres, el culpable soy yo
La historia interminable, no habrá apoyo de mis padres
El final es donde el grande no acabe como el culpable

Y el asco que es mas combos a mi esófago
Mamá no sabe lo que aguanto
No se quita los cascos, no escucha mi llanto
Llamo hermano a tantos, cuide más a los de fuera
Se que el karma me va a dar mazazos hasta que me muera

Y yo soy eso, el único enfermo que no cure
De amar hasta el hueso, también de odiar hasta que se fracture
Ir detrás de sus errores, una de mis adicciones
No ves al esclavo, haciéndole la cruz
La misma a la que me clavo

El te creo desde el cinismo me crío
Me volvió un tirano, me inculcó el machismo
Dile a mi abuelo que no lo maldigo, tampoco lo anhelo
Se que está contigo, dudo que se lo quedase el cielo

Y si mis alas se curaron y empecé a volar
Ojalá te quedes tras esas paredes
Ni en ti ni en Dios, creo en volver a empezar
Y este será mi adiós cuando mis padres nos dejen

Y es que tú eres mi demonio vivo hablando con odió
Por desgracia te conozco bien
Fustigas mi espalda con culpas
Disfrutas con mis dudas
Haces pujas para verme caer

Voy a mandarte a ese lugar que me vendes como Eden
Yo ahi he estado y lo conozco bien
Te tengo acá al lado
Sal ya de mi hombro, no me vas a convencer
En tu propio infierno voy a verte arder

My Demon

I feel you close, you feel me fragile
I know you'll wait, you'll come in easy
If I open my door to you, it's not a game
I'm not new to this road, and you'll pull an Al Pacino on me
Making a deal with the devil and I know what I'm talking about

And you'll feast on my nerves
I lock myself up so I don't hear them
Here, if there's barking, it's not from the dog
And you're going to take me to your terrain
To slam on the accelerator after breaking my brakes

I saw them fly from my home, I saw them cry, give up on you
My demon, who wants a boyfriend with so much hate
Without mercy even for his shadow, I have them against me
They make excuses, abuse, use my authority as a doormat

Their presence is noise, my patience is zero
I would have lost my hand, I wanted to be a father
Without knowing how to be a brother
Maybe I love her, maybe it's more powerful than her being the way she is
That she knows something is wrong with her and shows no interest

You just want to bring evil in, to whoever gets inside me
You make me believe that I'm better, you make me see myself as an inferior being
Regretting having asked for her
I am the abuser I hate so much and who I have become

That it has repercussions on me, there is no doubt
You, you want her stupid and mute, locked in the room
You want to change her or reject her, accepting her is not an option
Even though she carries my blood and has a good heart, ah!

And you are my living demon, speaking with hate
Unfortunately, I know you well
You whip my back with guilt
You enjoy my doubts
You bid to see me fall

I'm going to send you to that place you sell me as Eden
I've been there and I know it well
I have you right here beside me
Get off my shoulder, you're not going to convince me
In your own hell, I'm going to see you burn

Which is not typical between siblings
Today will be a good day if she fails
That for years, I'm the one who's left over in that house
That doesn't understand anything, anchored at fourteen
They did better with the oldest, they already let her twist

I'm going to turn my day upside down, to raise hell
Look at them, the three of them so happy, I'm the guilty one
The never-ending story, there will be no support from my parents
The ending is where the eldest one doesn't end up like the culprit

And the disgust, which is more punches to my esophagus
Mom doesn't know what I put up with
She doesn't take off her headphones, she doesn't hear my crying
I call so many brothers, I took better care of the outsiders
I know karma is going to beat me up until I die

And I am that, the only sick man who does not heal
To love to the bone, also to hate until it breaks
Going after her mistakes, one of my addictions
You don't see the slave, making the cross for her
The same one I nail myself to

He created you from cynicism, raised me
He turned me into a tyrant, instilled machismo in me
Tell my grandfather that I don't curse him, nor do I yearn for him
I know he's with you, I doubt he got to keep heaven

And if my wings healed and I started to fly
I hope you stay behind those walls
I don't believe in you or God, I believe in starting over
And this will be my goodbye when my parents leave us

And you are my living demon, speaking with hate
Unfortunately, I know you well
You whip my back with guilt
You enjoy my doubts
You bid to see me fall

I'm going to send you to that place you sell me as Eden
I've been there and I know it well
I have you right here beside me
Get off my shoulder, you're not going to convince me
In your own hell, I'm going to see you burn