Текст и перевод песни Ahiyan - KENDIME GITMEM LAZIM

KENDIME GITMEM LAZIM

Kendine gitmem lazım bir an önce, bir an önce
Anca rahatlarım yol alınca, yol alınca
Aklıma geliyor bazen bir an önce, bir an önce
Kendime gitmem lazım karınca kararınca
Karınca kararınca, karınca kararınca

Gözlerim kararınca kimseyi göremeyince
Laftan anlamayınca söz dinlemeyince
Ayrıldım apayrı düştüm o hasretine alışınca
Dert dillere düşünce derman, dertmiş
Anlayınca kadar kadar, kalkıp toparlanınca

"Muhabbet sardı" demeyince
"Muhabbet sarmaz, çözer" yani
"Mukaddes sırlar sezer" yani
"Mürekkeptir kalp namazgâhı"
Bu kasvet başlar neşem vari
Ağlarsam var ağlayanım
Bi' kere de gülümsesem bari

Kendine gitmem lazım bir an önce, bir an önce
Anca rahatlarım yol alınca, yol alınca
Aklıma geliyor bazen bir an önce, bir an önce
Kendime gitmem lazım karınca kararınca
Karınca kararınca, karınca kararınca

I NEED TO GO TO MYSELF

I need to go to myself as soon as possible, as soon as possible
I'll only feel comfortable when I'm on my way, when I'm on my way
It comes to my mind sometimes as soon as possible, as soon as possible
I need to go to myself slowly but surely
Slowly but surely, slowly but surely

When my eyes are blurry and I can't see anyone
When I don't understand words and don't listen to them
I separated, I fell apart, getting used to your longing
When the pain becomes a remedy, it is pain
Until I understand, until I get up and gather myself

When you don't say "Love wrapped around me"
Love doesn't wrap, it solves, that is
Sacred secrets share, that is
Ink is the heart of a prayer mat
This gloom begins, my joy is there
If I cry, there is someone who cries with me
At least I'll smile once

I need to go to myself as soon as possible, as soon as possible
I'll only feel comfortable when I'm on my way, when I'm on my way
It comes to my mind sometimes as soon as possible, as soon as possible
I need to go to myself slowly but surely
Slowly but surely, slowly but surely