Текст и перевод песни Ahli Fiqir - Derita Merindu

Derita Merindu

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda

Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya, bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (Bagiku)
Kaulah derita (Bagimu)
Kisahmu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
Bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
Harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia
Aku pilih derita

Kaulah bahagia (Bagiku)
Kaulah derita (Bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Andai ku biar tiada, ku tetapkan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya? kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya? kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapat kumelihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan p'rasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (Bagiku)
Kaulah derita (Bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (Bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia
Kaulah derita
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Kaulah bahagia (Bagiku)
Kaulah derita (Bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Tak ku kenal engkau siapa

Suffering in Missing You

You say you love me using your mind
When I do, you are the one who denies it
How can it be eternal
You say you love me using your thoughts

When I do
You are the one who doesn't believe, how can there be happiness

Your apologies don't mean anything, you easily regret
Time and time again you have broken your promises
Sweet words and promises, I'm fooled again
Waiting to be lied to again

You are happiness (For me)
You are suffering (For you)
Your story, I don't recognize who you are anymore

And I tried my best
I have tried with all my heart
How can I forget
The image of your face is always before my eyes
I can still smell your sweet scent
How can I hate you
When every day I miss you
If the pain of missing you is actually happiness
I choose the pain

You are happiness (For me)
You are suffering (For you)
Tomorrow or the day after, I will no longer know who you are

Is it possible tomorrow or the day after, even though it takes a long time
If I left you, I would remain loyal
I don't know when that day will come
Tomorrow is like last night, nothing changes

You are a question mark? You are not a full stop
I am lulled to sleep by dreams and then awakened by nightmares
You are a question mark? You are not a full stop
I am lulled to sleep by dreams and then awakened by nightmares

If you were standing before my eyes, it would be easy for me to speak
So that I could see your face
Even though you may not want to see me
Let alone look at me
After I followed all your wishes, you played with my feelings
It was so easy for you to say, just accept reality
I am still resentful

Your apologies don't mean anything, you easily regret
Time and time again you have broken your promises
Sweet words and promises, I'm fooled again
Waiting to be lied to again

You are happiness (For me)
You are suffering (For you)
Tomorrow or the day after, I will no longer know who you are
You are happiness (For me)
You are suffering (for you)
Tomorrow or the day after, I will no longer know who you are

If you could understand the heart of a person who misses you
Only then would you know the pain in my heart
If one day it is your turn to miss someone
Only then will you remember the pain I felt
Everything that happened was not my wish
What good is happiness
If happiness with you is only temporary
I choose the pain of missing you

Your apologies don't mean anything, you easily regret
Time and time again you have broken your promises
Sweet words and promises, I'm fooled again
Waiting to be lied to again

You are happiness
You are suffering
Tomorrow or the day after, I will no longer know who you are

You are happiness (For me)
You are suffering (For you)
Tomorrow or the day after, I will no longer know who you are
I don't know who you are