Текст и перевод песни Anonymous Artists - ARTIST. Bluewoods - I didn't love you

ARTIST. Bluewoods - I didn't love you

너의 잔인함이 내
목을 졸라 죽일듯했어
그런데 아무렇지도 않은 나는
대체 뭐를 사랑했지

밤이 괴롭게 느껴질 듯했는데
아무렇지도 않은 나는
대체 너를 사랑했는지

널 사랑했던 이유는 별게 없던
안식 때문이었어
나는 차갑고 너의 따뜻함이
조금이라도 날 녹여서
그저 난 밥이 잘 넘어가기 위해
긴 밤을 잘 지새웠지
너 때문에 (너 때문에) 난 너 때문에
살아있음을 느꼈지만

지금은 괜찮아 행복해
음식이 생각나 괴롭게
너와의 추억들이 행복해
보이지만 사진은 아름다움만을 담으니까

미화된 과거는 찢었네
그리곤 웃었어 실없게
미련을 잔인하게 치웠기에
기분이 너무 좋아서 이쁜 옷을 골랐어

너의 잔인함이 내
목을 졸라 죽일듯했어
그런데 아무렇지도 않은 나는
대체 뭐를 사랑했지

밤이 괴롭게 느껴질 듯했는데
아무렇지도 않은 나는
대체 너를 사랑했는지

네가 잔인한 줄 알았는데
그건 나였나 봐
버려진 내가 전혀 아무렇지 않아
하루 이틀 아팠나 봐
행복했어 마냥
떠나간 네가 고맙더라
이젠 진짜 bye bye

내겐 사랑이란 없었고 그저 네가 있었지
네가 없어지니 이젠 내가 신이 좀 났으니
널 사랑하는 척을 했다
그건 실체가 없었다
보여줄 수 없으니까 가면도 필요 없었다

아니 사실은 나도 네가 너무 지겨웠었나
울면서 쓴 가사들은 소재가 필요했었고
그저 가사 한 줄이었다 추억들이 기억나
모조리 찢어버렸는데 속이 후련하던데

내가 정이 많다던 너의 생각은 틀렸어
이미 맘속에선 한참 전 내가 널 버렸어
너의 쓰잘데기 없는 걱정은 그냥 넣어둬
나는 널 사랑하지 않았어 미안해

너의 잔인함이 내 목을 졸라 죽일듯했어
그런데 아무렇지도 않은 나는
대체 뭐를 사랑했지
밤이 괴롭게 느껴질 듯했는데
아무렇지도 않은 나는
대체 너를 사랑했는지

ARTIST. Bluewoods - I didn't love you

Your cruelty choked me,
as if it would kill me.
But I, unaffected,
what was it I loved?

I thought the nights would be agonizing,
but I, unaffected,
did I ever truly love you?

The reason I loved you was nothing special,
it was out of habit.
I'm cold, and your warmth,
even if just a little, melted me.
Just so I could swallow my food,
I endured the long nights.
Because of you (because of you) because of you,
I felt alive.

But now, I'm fine, I'm happy.
The thought of food is agonizing,
the memories of us seem happy,
but photos only capture beauty.

I tore up the glorified past,
and laughed foolishly.
Because I cruelly removed any lingering feelings,
I felt so good that I picked out a pretty dress.

Your cruelty choked me,
as if it would kill me.
But I, unaffected,
what was it I loved?

I thought the nights would be agonizing,
but I, unaffected,
did I ever truly love you?

I thought you were cruel,
but maybe it was me.
I'm not at all bothered by being abandoned.
I was only hurt for a day or two.
I was simply happy.
I'm grateful that you left.
Now it's really bye bye.

I never had love, there was just you.
Now that you're gone, I feel a little divine,
I pretended to love you.
It wasn't real.
I didn't need a mask because I couldn't show it.

Actually, maybe I was tired of you too.
The lyrics I wrote while crying just needed material.
They were just lines in a song, memories came flooding back.
I tore them all up, and it felt so refreshing.

You thought I was sentimental, but you were wrong.
I had already abandoned you in my heart long ago.
Just keep your useless worries to yourself.
I didn't love you, I'm sorry.

Your cruelty choked me, as if it would kill me.
But I, unaffected,
what was it I loved?
I thought the nights would be agonizing,
but I, unaffected,
did I ever truly love you?