Текст и перевод песни Anuvixx - Rain

Rain

Y yo que la busqué a ella como una salida
Todo se derrumbó y aún no entiendo lo que pasó
Y yo que dejé a un lado lo de ser suicida
Hoy me cortan las agujas del reloj

Tenía el corazón roto y te amé con cada parte
Había mucha radiación hacía marte
Cuantos gramos me costará el olvidarte?
Y duermo cuando mi mente se agota de pensarte

Recordándote, mientras miro las estrellas
Viendo como un recuerdo me atropella
Mi psicóloga me dijo que lo sano era alejarme de ti
Y terminé alejándome de ella.

Gracias, todo lo convertí en poesía
Me va mejor que antes, aunque no sonría
Y aunque me jodiste trate de entenderte
Incluso llegue a pensar que lo merecía.

Me puse a pensar en tí y no desayuné
Te escribí un te extraño pero lo borré
La ansiedad hizo lo suyo sentí desconfianza y la cagué
Quise distraerme pero me acordé de ti y me derrumbé.

Primero le pido perdón al karma y después a ti
Cuando te fuiste se fue una parte de mi
Para que luchar por algo que yo ya perdí
Me toco verte volar para no verte sufrir

Y te acaricie tu cara con mis manos temblando
Con mi corazón en la mano, lagrima en mis ojos
Te solté un te quiero
Ya sé, que nunca fui para tanto
La niña de mis sueños es la culpable de mis desvelos

Dejaba cosas de lado para este bien contigo
Pero si supieras lo mal que me hizo todo lo que ayer calle
Para volver ya no tengo motivos
Y en tus fotos ya no llevas el collar que te regalé

Con las pupilas dilatadas
Hago silencio y hablan mis ojeras
Lo que ayer mi antídoto hoy me envenena
Aún sigo dándolo todo sin saber si valdrá la pena girl,
Hoy me dan halagos por cantar de mis penas

Y volví a soñar contigo acariciando tu pelo
Voy por todo o nada no quiero un al menos
Voy a disfrutar el momento no sabremos si mañana no estaremos
Hoy tomé un café con sabor a tus peros

Ésta vida nunca fue como quería
Al final acepté que no siempre se recibe lo que das
Le estoy hablando de ti a la estrella más brillante de la noche
Pensando que es papá

Me enseñaste a quererte y también a dejar de hacerlo
Te comprendo, sé que es difícil amarme
Si alguien me pregunta como fue el amor
Diré que quisiste salvarme del frío y no se te ocurrió abrazarme

Te sentía lejos aunque te tuviese cerca
Me perdiste hace tiempo y ni siquiera te distes cuenta
Hay cosas que son necesarias o si no no funciona
Con 15 frames no se hace una cámara lenta

Lágrimas de mentiras, te amo que no sentimos
Desconfianza y lo de mentir por conveniencia dañaron todo esto
No me queda de otra que levantar la cara y seguir
O desahogar todo lo que siento esto con mil textos

No soy real ni comercial, no me interesa nada de eso
Yo solo busco una salida con to' lo que expreso
No soluciono nada pero suelto lo que siento
Pase a callar todo a cantarlo a los cuatro vientos

Hubo gente que no fue como esperaba
Pero ahora espero de todo, ya no me asombra nada
Estos son mis pensamientos mientras regreso a casa
Con una playlist triste y la capucha mojada.

Rain

And I, who sought her as a way out,
Everything collapsed, and I still don't understand what happened.
And I, who set aside the thought of being suicidal,
Today, the hands of the clock are cutting me.

I had a broken heart and loved you with every part of it.
There was a lot of radiation going to Mars.
How many grams will it cost me to forget you?
And I sleep when my mind gets tired of thinking about you.

Remembering you, while I look at the stars,
Seeing how a memory runs me over.
My psychologist told me that the healthy thing was to get away from you,
And I ended up walking away from her.

Thanks, I turned everything into poetry.
I'm doing better than before, even if I don't smile.
And even though you screwed me over, I tried to understand you,
I even came to think that I deserved it.

I started thinking about you and didn't eat breakfast.
I wrote you a "I miss you" but I deleted it.
The anxiety did its thing, I felt distrust and I blew it.
I wanted to distract myself but I remembered you and I broke down.

First, I ask for forgiveness from karma and then from you.
When you left, a part of me left.
Why fight for something I already lost?
I had to watch you fly away so I wouldn't see you suffer.

And I caressed your face with my trembling hands,
With my heart in my hand, tears in my eyes.
I told you I love you.
I know, I was never enough.
The girl of my dreams is to blame for my slip-ups.

I was setting things aside for this good thing with you,
But if you only knew how badly everything I kept quiet about yesterday hurt me.
I have no reason to go back anymore.
And in your photos, you no longer wear the necklace I gave you.

With dilated pupils,
I am silent and my dark circles speak.
What was my antidote yesterday poisons me today.
I'm still giving it my all without knowing if it will be worth it, girl.
Today, I get compliments for singing about my sorrows.

And I dreamed of you again, caressing your hair.
I'm going for all or nothing, I don't want an "at least".
I'm going to enjoy the moment, we don't know if we'll be here tomorrow.
Today I had a coffee that tasted like your buts.

This life was never what I wanted.
In the end, I accepted that you don't always get what you give.
I'm talking about you to the brightest star in the night,
Thinking it's dad.

You taught me to love you and also to stop doing it.
I understand you, I know it's hard to love me.
If someone asks me what love was like,
I'll say you wanted to save me from the cold and it didn't occur to you to hug me.

I felt you far away even though you were close.
You lost yourself a long time ago and you didn't even notice.
There are things that are necessary, otherwise it doesn't work.
You can't make slow motion with 15 frames.

Tears of lies, "I love yous" that we don't feel.
Distrust and lying out of convenience damaged all this.
I have no choice but to lift my face and move on.
Or vent everything I feel about this with a thousand texts.

I'm not real or commercial, I don't care about any of that.
I'm just looking for a way out with everything I express.
I don't solve anything but I let go of what I feel.
I went from keeping quiet to singing it to the four winds.

There were people who weren't what I expected,
But now I expect everything, nothing surprises me anymore.
These are my thoughts as I walk home,
With a sad playlist and a wet hood.