世界で一番小さな海よ - Aqua Timez перевод на английский

世界で一番小さな海よ

光に満ちたあの芝生で
穴の空いた風船をふくらませようと
必死だった
気の遠くなるような
その静かな作業だけが 賑わいへの
抵抗だった
遊んでもらえぬ子供は
つま先をじっと見つめたままで
頭でかなしみを処理しようとするけど
心が首を横に振る
飴玉をゆっくり味わうように
ひとり 生きてく苦味を知るしかない

体を震わせ眠る猫には
鳴き声にならぬ過去がある
忘れ方を知らない僕らは
背負わされた闇 光に変えてゆけるかなぁ

隠された上履き 見つかったって
悲しみは終わらないから
探さなかった
心が軋む音 説明したって
どうせ伝わらないから
話さなかった
何度 手を伸ばしたって
振り向かぬ背中があることを知り
時に未来に唾を吐くけれど
ひねくれたところで僕ら
所詮 純粋を捨てきれないのさ
誰もが子宮の温もりにくるまれてた

すすり泣くような風を伴奏に
アイノウタを響かせたよ
誰かに聞いてほしいのに
誰にも聞こえない声で アイノウタを響かせたよ

過去は変わらず
未来はわからず
しがみつこうとすれば
不安が希望を追いかけまわす
過去は変わらず
未来はわからず
しがみつこうとすれば
不安が希望を追いかけまわす

暗闇の中 冷たい手すりに
連れていかれるように歩いた
何を目がけて進んでるのか
わからなくなって
気づいたらしゃがみこんでた
素直に愛が欲しいと言えたなら
虚栄を羽織らずにすむのに...
世界で一番小さな海よ
あなたは美しい
あなたは嘘をつかぬから

The Smallest Ocean in the World

On that sun-drenched lawn,
I desperately tried to inflate
a punctured balloon.
That mind-numbingly
quiet task was my only resistance
against the boisterous world.
The child left out of the games
stared down at his toes,
trying to process the sadness in his head,
but his heart shook its head no.
Like slowly savoring a hard candy,
he had no choice but to learn the bitterness of living alone.

The shivering, sleeping cat
has a past it cannot vocalize.
We who don't know how to forget,
can we turn the darkness we carry into light, I wonder?

Even if my hidden indoor shoes were found,
the sadness wouldn't end, so
I didn't look for them.
Even if I explained the creaking sound in my heart,
it wouldn't get through anyway, so
I didn't speak.
No matter how many times I reached out,
I learned there are backs that will never turn,
and sometimes I spit at the future,
but even when we're being cynical,
we can't completely abandon our purity, can we?
Everyone was once cradled in the warmth of a womb.

With the sobbing wind as my accompaniment,
I sang a love song.
Even though I wanted someone to hear it,
I sang a love song in a voice no one could hear.

The past remains unchanged,
the future is unknown,
and if I try to cling to anything,
anxiety chases hope around and around.
The past remains unchanged,
the future is unknown,
and if I try to cling to anything,
anxiety chases hope around and around.

In the darkness, as if led by a cold handrail,
I walked.
I lost track of where I was going,
and
before I knew it, I was crouching down.
If only I could honestly say I want love,
I wouldn't have to wear this cloak of vanity...
Oh, smallest ocean in the world,
you are beautiful,
because you never lie.