تلاهي - Awney Adel перевод на английский

تلاهي

كان صعب افارقك و انت ريحتك لسه في حضني
كنت في كل ثانيه بدعي يارب تريح بالي او تاخدني
حاسك غريب مش انت حتي اما اتقابلنا
عينك ليه مكاتش بتلمع حسك مش مبسوط مكناش احنا
تستاهلي حد غيري علي رأيك جميل
كل مره كنت بترجع بس المره دي عندك بديل
اسأل مجرب بكره تدور القسوه دي بتسوح
حضنك معادش بيتي خلاص انا مش هروح
كل ثانيه كنت ببعد كل ثانيه بتوحشيني و بنكر
سلام يا اغلي شئ كان ليا مش مسامحك
ليه مش عارفك
مين سكن في بالك قسي قلبك
كنت بسأل
مليون سؤال جوايه و الاجابه عندك
لميت كل اللي اتبقي مني اديني مشيت ارتاحت
شيلتي قلبي الزنب كله ياريت فلحت
مش بلاقي و الايام تلاهي و السنين سحلاني
مهمي اتكلمت مش هوصف احساسي في غيابك

سهيت عنك
شكيتك يوم
وثقت فيك
اتخيلت كل حاجه و عمري ماتخيلت انك تغيب
شوفتي الانسب لنفسك و انا في داهيه عادي
وصلتيني لدرجه اني كرهت نفسي و انا معاكي
و كنت بحلم اننا نتلاقي بس دا النصيب
انا اتخيلت كل حاجه و عمري ما اتخيلت انك تغيب
كنت بحبك مشغول و انتي الحياه شغلاكي
وصلتيني لدرجه اني كرهت نفسي و انا معاكي

كنت بنكر ان القدر كان علينا و كنت عارف
اكني عامل اعمي بقلبي بس بعقلي شايف
انا استقويت بنفسي و بكرا هبقي احسن و اتفرج
عارف اني
دهب هيفضل يلمع مهمي الزمن ترب
الجيش خطفنا
في زهره الشباب قطفنا
الدنيا عملت فوق الواجب يعني مكاتش ناقصه اللي يلطفها
الحزن غير شكلي و من الايام ماسلمتش
كل الناس بتحزن فانت حزنك في المجمل مايهمش
كنت حابب تبعد
ع الاقل مسكت فيك و ماسيبتش
صحيح العقل زينه بس العقل في الحالات دي بيدوش
مع ان صعب اقولها الخير في بعدك عني
قسيتني عليك بغبائك ياللي كنت ساكن قلبي
عادي سيب
صدقني انا استعوضت ربي فيك
محدش حبك زيي بكرا الدنيا هتوريك
خلاص بطلت احاول مش عشاني عشان مفيش
اللي انت فوتني عشانه بكرا هيزهق و هيرميك

سهيت عنك
شكيتك يوم
وثقت فيك
اتخيلت كل حاجه و عمري ماتخيلت انك تغيب
شوفتي الانسب لنفسك و انا في داهيه عادي
وصلتيني لدرجه اني كرهت نفسي و انا معاكي
و كنت بحلم اننا نتلاقي بس دا النصيب
انا اتخيلت كل حاجه و عمري ما اتخيلت انك تغيب
كنت بحبك مشغول و انتي الحياه شغلاكي
وصلتيني لدرجه اني كرهت نفسي و انا معاكي

Talahy (You Distract Me)

It was hard to leave you, your scent still lingers in my arms.
Every second, I prayed to God to ease my mind or take me away.
You feel like a stranger, not the you I knew when we met.
Your eyes weren't shining, you didn't feel happy, it wasn't us.
You deserve someone other than me, a beautiful one, as you said.
You always came back, but this time you have a replacement.
Ask someone who's been through it, you'll search for this cruelty, it melts away.
Your embrace is no longer my home, I won't return.
Every second I distanced myself, every second I missed you and denied it.
Goodbye, the most precious thing I had, I don't forgive you.
Why don't I recognize you?
Who's living in your thoughts, hardening your heart?
I was asking
A million questions inside, and you have the answers.
I gathered all that's left of me, I left, I found peace.
You took my heart, I hope you succeeded with all the guilt.
I can't find solace, the days distract me, and the years drag me down.
It matters that I spoke, I won't describe my feelings in your absence.

I forgot about you.
I doubted you one day.
I trusted you.
I imagined everything, but I never imagined you'd leave.
You found someone more suitable for you, and I'm damned, it's fine.
You made me hate myself while I was with you.
And I dreamt of us meeting, but this is fate.
I imagined everything, but I never imagined you'd leave.
I loved you, preoccupied, and you, life is your occupation.
You made me hate myself while I was with you.

I denied that fate was against us, and I knew.
As if I'm blinding my heart, but my mind sees.
I found strength in myself, and tomorrow I'll be better, just watch.
I know that
Gold will keep shining, no matter how time tarnishes it.
The army stole us,
Plucked us in the prime of our youth.
Life went above and beyond, as if it wasn't lacking something to make it milder.
Sadness changed my appearance, and I didn't escape the days unscathed.
Everyone grieves, so your grief, in general, doesn't matter.
You wanted to leave.
At least I held onto you and didn't let go.
It's true that reason is an adornment, but reason, in these situations, is noise.
Although it's hard to say, there's good in your absence from me.
You made me tough on you with your stupidity, you who lived in my heart.
It's okay, leave.
Believe me, God compensated me for you.
No one loved you like I did, tomorrow life will show you.
I stopped trying, not for my sake, because there's nothing left.
The one you left me for will get bored and throw you away tomorrow.

I forgot about you.
I doubted you one day.
I trusted you.
I imagined everything, but I never imagined you'd leave.
You found someone more suitable for you, and I'm damned, it's fine.
You made me hate myself while I was with you.
And I dreamt of us meeting, but this is fate.
I imagined everything, but I never imagined you'd leave.
I loved you, preoccupied, and you, life is your occupation.
You made me hate myself while I was with you.