Текст и перевод песни Awney Adel - رتوش

رتوش

بنقول الحمد لله مستوره اكننا عايشين
بنصبر نفسنا و بستر ربنا ماشيين
يا بياعين الفرحه منين هنحلم كل ليله
اما انت بكرا تستوعب انك بقيت وحيد ياويلك
علي ما اظن
الواحد حاله يغم
الحلو بيتنسي بسهوله و الوحش بيعم
شكراً علمت قلبي ازاي يعيش ميحتاجلكش
و ع اللي فات فا بكرا هنسي و ع الهموم شيال متخافش
شوهت بايدي كل حلم حلمت بيه من قلبي
مش هنسي انا قضيت اصعب ايام حياتي لوحدي
محتاج شويه وقت هبقي تمام
محتاج انام
محتاج حد يواسيني ع الاقل لوحدي انا ملان
ربك بيحبك عايزك ترجع للطريق و تتوب
مش عايز اعيش مغلوب انا بقلبي الابيض دا معيوب
يامه الزمن كسرني انا اتغيرت عن زمان
متجيش دلوقتي تلومني انت اللي سيبت و اللي بينا كان

مش عارف حتي اشتكي
مش فاكر ضحكتي
ما الاغاني مش بتوصف و الكلام مبقاش يتكتب
الدنيا اتوزعت بالعدل و انت الحزن نايبك
ضهرت اتكسر من ناس قولت عليهم ملايكه
متصدقنيش لو قولت ان انا هنساك و اعيش
مسامحك بس مش مسامح فيك
هتلاقي غيري كتير بس اللي زيي قليل
بعد ما كنت كنت بدعي لينا بقيت بقول يارب هون

بقيت بقول
هنساك و يامه دقت ع الراس طبول
يوم ما اميل اسندني اصاحبي الدنيا مش بتدوم
هو دا المكتوب لازم تشوفه ان شئت ام ابيت
بلاش تهين نفسك مع غيري قلبي معاك راهنت عليك
يومين و هنسي
هقوي نفسي بنفسي و اقسي
اتمني الدنيا تحن عليك من بعدي و اشوفك بكرا احسن
يامه جت علي الجدعان ايام و يامه ضحكت
فجأه العالم كله ضلم و فجأه اتيسرت و مشيت
النوم بقي صعب و الكوابيس مابتسيبنيش
كل الناس بتشوفني بضحك بس محدش شافني في الكواليس
الحزن هنا ملهوش مفر
العمر اتجر
كل الناس بالناس بتقوي الا انت قلبك الحزين اتضر
ميغركوش
الهم بينحت في الوشوش
اختارت اعيش وحيد منبوذ
و ينوبني من الفرح رطوش
كل اللي كرهته عملته و صابني اللي اتفاديته
بقيت انسان غريب انا نفسي مش متحمله و اذيته

مش عارف حتي اشتكي
مش فاكر ضحكتي
ما الاغاني مش بتوصف و الكلام مبقاش يتكتب
الدنيا اتوزعت بالعدل و انت الحزن نايبك
ضهرت اتكسر من ناس قولت عليهم ملايكه
متصدقنيش لو قولت ان انا هنساك و اعيش
مسامحك بس مش مسامح فيك
هتلاقي غيري كتير بس اللي زيي قليل
بعد ما كنت كنت بدعي لينا بقيت بقول يارب هون

Retouch

We say praise be to God, we're covered, as if we're living.
We comfort ourselves and with God's cover, we keep going.
Oh, sellers of joy, where will we dream every night?
When you finally realize you're alone, woe to you.
I think
One's state is gloomy.
The good is easily forgotten and the bad remains.
Thank you, you taught my heart how to live without needing you.
And for what's past, tomorrow I'll forget, and for worries, I'm a carrier, don't worry.
I ruined with my own hands every dream I dreamt from my heart.
I won't forget, I spent the hardest days of my life alone.
I need a little time, I'll be okay.
I need to sleep.
I need someone to console me, at least, I'm full of it alone.
Your Lord loves you, He wants you to return to the right path and repent.
I don't want to live defeated, I'm flawed with this white heart of mine.
Oh, how time has broken me, I've changed from before.
Don't come now blaming me, you're the one who left, and what was between us was.

I don't even know how to complain.
I don't remember my laughter.
The songs don't describe, and words can't be written anymore.
The world has been distributed fairly, and you, sadness is your deputy.
My back was broken by people I called angels.
Don't believe me if I say I'll forget you and live.
I forgive you, but I don't forgive what you did.
You'll find many others like me, but few are like me.
After I used to pray for us, I now say, "Oh God, ease my pain."

I've started saying
I'll forget you, and oh, how many drums have beaten on my head.
When I sway, support me, my friend, the world doesn't last.
This is what's written, you have to see it, whether you like it or not.
Don't humiliate yourself with others, my heart is with you, I bet on you.
Two days and I'll forget.
I'll strengthen myself by myself and become harsher.
I hope the world is kind to you after me, and I see you better tomorrow.
Oh, how many days have come upon the tough ones, and oh, how I've laughed.
Suddenly, the whole world went dark, and suddenly, things eased up and I moved on.
Sleep has become difficult and nightmares don't leave me.
Everyone sees me laughing, but no one saw me behind the scenes.
Sadness here has no escape.
Life has been dragged.
Everyone gets stronger with people, except you, your sad heart has been harmed.
Don't let them fool you.
Worries are etched on faces.
I chose to live alone, outcast.
And I get retouches of joy.
I did everything I hated, and what I avoided afflicted me.
I've become a strange person, I can't stand myself and I've hurt myself.

I don't even know how to complain.
I don't remember my laughter.
The songs don't describe, and words can't be written anymore.
The world has been distributed fairly, and you, sadness is your deputy.
My back was broken by people I called angels.
Don't believe me if I say I'll forget you and live.
I forgive you, but I don't forgive what you did.
You'll find many others like me, but few are like me.
After I used to pray for us, I now say, "Oh God, ease my pain."