Текст и перевод песни Big Mama - 체념

체념

행복했어 너와의 시간들
아마도 너는 힘들었겠지
너의 마음을 몰랐던 건 아니야
나도 느꼈었지만

널 보내는 게 널 떠나보내는 게
아직은 익숙하지가 않아
그렇게밖에 할 수 없던 니가 원망스러워

왜 말 안 했니 아님 못한 거니
조금도 날 생각하지 않았니
좋아한다면 사랑한다면
이렇게 끝낼 거면서 왜 그런 말을 했니

널 미워해야만 하는 거니
아니면 내 탓을 해야만 하는 거니
시간을 돌릴 수만 있다면
다시 예전으로 돌아가고 싶은 마음뿐이야

왜 말 안 했니 아님 못한 거니
조금도 날 생각하지 않았니
좋아한다면 사랑한다면
이렇게 끝낼 거면서 왜 그런 말을 했니

널 미워해야만 하는 거니
아니면 내 탓을 해야만 하는 거니
시간을 돌릴 수만 있다면
다시 예전으로 돌아가고 싶은 마음뿐이야

그래 더 이상 묻지 않을게
내 곁을 떠나고 싶다면 돌아보지 말고 떠나가
눈물은 흘리지 않을게 괜히 마음만 약해 지니까
내게서 멀어진 니 모습이 흐릿하게 보여
눈물이 나나봐

널 많이 그리워할 것 같아
참아야만 하겠지 잊혀질 수 있도록
다신 사랑 같은 거 하지 않을래
내 마지막 사랑은 돌아선 너에게 주고 싶어서
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Resignation

I was happy during our time together
Perhaps it was difficult for you
It's not that I didn't know your heart
I felt it too, but

Letting you go, watching you leave
I'm not used to it yet
I resent you because you had no choice but to do it that way

Why didn't you say anything? Or were you unable to?
Didn't you think about me at all?
If you liked me, if you loved me
Why did you say those things if you were going to end it this way?

Should I hate you?
Or should I blame myself?
If only I could turn back time
All I want is to go back to the way things were

Why didn't you say anything? Or were you unable to?
Didn't you think about me at all?
If you liked me, if you loved me
Why did you say those things if you were going to end it this way?

Should I hate you?
Or should I blame myself?
If only I could turn back time
All I want is to go back to the way things were

Yes, I won't ask anymore
If you want to leave me, then leave without looking back
I won't shed any tears, because it will only make me weak
Your figure, growing distant from me, becomes hazy
Let the tears fall

I think I'll miss you a lot
I'll have to endure it, so that I can forget
I don't want to love again
Because I want to give my last love to you, who turned away
I hope you'll be happy and find a woman better than me