Текст и перевод песни BIGMAMA - Happiemesis

Happiemesis

僕は自分が賢いと思うたちの悪い馬鹿さ
君の心変わり一つさえ気づけないまま

君は自分が可愛いと思うただの甘ったれさ
今日も何処かの誰かを抱きしめて他の夢を見る

嬉しいとか悲しいとか
つもるとこの自分の気持ちは
その笑顔やその涙に見つけてしまうから

僕が何度僕に生まれても
またどうせ君を好きになる
そして何度でも君にふられよう
それでいいんだ

どうして同じ結末ばかり
繰り返してしまうのか
いつかの別れの言葉は
「幸せ過ぎて吐き気がするの」

何度僕に生まれても
何度君に生まれても
変われはしないの

素敵だとかダサいだとか
つもるとこの自分らしささえ
その仕草やその眼差しに見つけてしまうから

君が何度君に生まれても
またどうせ僕が嫌になる
そして何度でも僕はふられよう
それでいいんだ
君が100回君に生まれたら
一度くらい間違って僕のこと
好きになってしまえばいいのにな
それはないかな
それはないよね

Happiemesis

I am just a moronic fool who thinks I am clever,
And I am the idiotic fool who failed to notice your change of heart.

You are just a sweet, selfish girl who thinks you are beautiful,
And there you are again, holding someone in your arms, dreaming of something else.

Roses are red, violets are blue,
How I feel about you,
I see it in your smile, in your tears.

However many times I'm born into this world as me,
I will always, always fall in love with you,
And you will always, always, dump me.
And that's ok with me.

Why do I keep on repeating,
The same old ending?
Do you remember what you said when we broke up?
You said, "I feel so sick, I could puke."

However many times I'm born into this world as me,
However many times you're born into this world as you,
We will never change.

Who's cool, who's a loser,
All the things that make me, me,
I see them in the way you move, in the way you look at me.

However many times you're born into this world as you,
You will always, always end up hating me,
And I will always, always be dumped by you.
And that's ok with me.
If you were reborn as yourself a hundred times,
Maybe just once, by mistake,
You could fall in love with me.
But I doubt it.
I really doubt it.