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(please)forgive

あなたを乗せた飛行機が あなたの行きたい場所まで
どうかあまり揺れないで 無事に着きますように
最近は別に元気じゃない それが平常で不満もない
生活に変化は求めない 現実とマンガは重ねない

いつまで続けるの 終わりがあるものなの
頭はずっと忙しく
心はずっと もうずっと

絶え間無く叫んで 私を叫んで
たとえ耳を塞いでも 聴こえてしまうんだ
ただ怖いだけなんだ 不自由じゃなくなるのが
守られていた事を 思い知らされるのが

自分で選んできたのに 選ばされたと思いたい
一歩も動いちゃいないのに ここがどこかさえ怪しい
あなたを乗せた飛行機が 私の行けない場所まで
せめて空は泣かないで 優しく晴れますように

どこまでごまかすの 誰に許されたいの
頭はきっと嘘をつく
心はきっと もっとずっと

遠くを見ていて 近くに見ていて
閉じた瞼の裏側に 映してしまうんだ
まだ憧れちゃうんだ 自由と戦う日々を
性懲りもなく何度も 描いてしまうんだ

求めない
重ねない
望まない
筈がない

残酷な程自由だ 逃げようのない事実なんだ
震える手でその足で 全てを決めるんだ
絶え間無く叫んで あなたを見ていて
それを続けた心で あなたは選んだんだ

あなたを乗せた飛行機が 私の行きたい場所まで

あなたを乗せた飛行機が 私の行きたい場所まで

(please)forgive

The plane carrying you to your wished destination
Please try not to shake too much and land safely
I haven't really been okay lately That's the norm and it's fine
I don't seek change in life Reality and manga are not one and the same

How long will this go on? Is there an end to it?
My head has been buzzing
And my heart has been so, for so long

Unceasingly screaming, making me scream
I can still hear you even when I cover my ears
It's just so scary, not being restricted
It's the realization that I was being protected

Even though I chose it myself, I wish I had been chosen
Even though I haven't moved a single step, I wonder where I am
The plane carrying you to a place I can't reach
At least let the sky not cry, and gently shine

How long will I keep deceiving? Who do I want to forgive me?
My head will probably lie
And my heart will surely last much longer

Looking far ahead, and looking nearby
I see it behind my closed eyelids
I still long for it, the days of fighting for freedom
I can't help myself, drawing it again and again

I don't seek it
I don't overlap it
I don't desire it
It can't be

I'm so free that it's cruel, an inescapable reality
With these trembling hands and these feet I will decide everything
My heart continuing to scream, I watched you
And with that same heart, you made your choice

The plane carrying you to my wished destination

The plane carrying you to my wished destination