Текст и перевод песни Baneva - KARAYEL

KARAYEL

Bitmedi içimdeki karayel
Şu kalbim buz gibiyken nası' yanar (nası' yanar), nası' yanar?
"Hayatımdan çıkmaz" dediğim her kim varsa
Artık yok aynalar, sarhoş, masa boş
Hepsi gitti, sandım alkol bana dost
Anladım, böyle her sabah daha da zor
Hissettirdi bana 12'imdeki gibi
Gitti canımdan can düşkünken tenine
Aylarca beni tanımayan annem gibiydin
İnan, tanıyamaz oldum beni ben bile

Yazdım, yazdım kendime diyemediklerim
O günkü gibi sarıldım bu melodilere
Baktım ki ailem bi' tek gerçeğim, her şeyim
Aynı zaman da en büyük sınavım benim
Bana üstten üstten bakan her kim olduysa
Hep değişti denge, döndü devran
İşte o zaman anladım ki sahte, sahte yarışlar
Yapayken bu vaatler, sayılar
Manken kadınlar, manen zayıflar
Sanma ki top'a çıkıp sallamıy'ca'm bu bayrağı ben

Hep şükrettim hep, hep yordum hayra ben
Durmadım, durmam, hak ettiğimi al yerden
Baba, n'aptın ki bi' ömür bizi doyurmaktan başka?
Anne, niçin vazgeçtin o sahnelerden, hayallerinden?
Bana bi' hayat vermek tek gayenizken
Size bu hayatı yaşatıca'm, her sözüm
O vazgeçtiğin mikrofon elimde anne
Söyleyemediğin her şarkı için bu söz anne
Tüm dünya duy'cak, bunu aç dört göz anne
Bak, sana söz anne, ya

KARAYEL

The storm inside me hasn't ended yet
How can this heart of mine burn when it's frozen (how can it burn), how can it burn?
Everyone I said would never leave my life
There are no mirrors anymore, I'm drunk, the table's empty
They all left, I thought alcohol was my friend
I realized, this way, every morning is even harder
It made me feel like I was 12 again
You took a piece of my soul while I was weak
You were like my mom, not recognizing me for months
Believe me, even I don't recognize myself anymore

I wrote, I wrote, things I couldn't say to you
I embraced these melodies like that day
I realized my family is my only truth, my everything
And at the same time, my greatest test
Everyone who looked down on me
The balance always shifted, the cycle turned
That's when I realized it was all fake, fake competitions
These promises, these numbers, all artificial
Model women, spiritually weak
Don't think I won't raise this flag while I'm on top

I always gave thanks, I always believed in good
I didn't stop, I won't stop, I'll take what I deserve
Dad, what did you do except keep us fed for a lifetime?
Mom, why did you give up on those stages, those dreams?
When giving me life was your only goal
I'm going to make you live this life, my every word
That microphone you gave up is in my hand, Mom
This is for every song you couldn't sing, Mom
The whole world will hear, open your eyes wide, Mom
Look, I promise you, Mom, yeah