Текст и перевод песни Benom guruhi - Eslamading

Eslamading

Tunlar qorong'u xonam yoritadi oy
Go'yo dardlarim tushunganday hoyna-hoy
Meni ovutadi, tunlarim o'tadi

Kunlarim seni bir bor qaytishing istar
Seni so'gindim, degan so'zlaring qo'msab
Qalbim og'rinadi, shunday kun o'tadi

Sog'inganingda meni osmonga qara
Qanchalar sog'inganimni undan so'ra
Sen bir bor eslaysanmi meni hech?

Sening orzularingda afsus men emas
Men sevgan ko'zlaringda sevgi ko'rinmas
Men hamon yasharman seni deb

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutib
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Ayrilamizmi shunday?
Farqi yo'qmi senga, ayt?
Bir bor eslamading
Talab-talabin yuragingni yoki sezmading

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutib
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Nahot shunday ayrilamiz?
Oson yengilaveramiz?
Sevgimiz anglamay
Talab-talabin yuragimiz aslo o'ylamay

Qadam-qadam tobora yuragimda dard
Negadir xayollarim bo'ysunmay, faqat
Seni sog'inadi, senga talpinadi

O'tar kunlarim, lekin halovatim yo'q
Yo'llari berk ko'chada qolganday biroq
Qalbim og'rinadi, dard meni qiynaydi

Sog'inganingda yana osmonga qara
Yashayman har kuni undan seni so'rab
Sog'indim, yetar, qiynama meni

Sendan olisligimga yurak chidolmas
Sensiz kunlarimga hech ham ko'na olmas
Sevaman, yetar sinama meni

Vaqtida tushunmadik, sevgi bo'ldi dard
Ikkimiz qiynaydimi endi to abad?
Nahot oson so'nib ketar bu sevgimiz
O'ngga-chapga bo'linar bu yo'llarimiz

Bir-birimiz uchun yaralganmiz axir
Sensiz o'tgan kunlarim qara, qanchalar og'ir
Qo'msayman birma-bir, sevasanku axir
Kutarman go'yo qaytarsan hozir

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutdim
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Ayrilamizmi shunday?
Farqi yo'qmi senga, ayt?
Bir bor eslamading
Talab-talabin yuragingni yoki sezmading

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutib
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Nahot shunday ayrilamiz
Oson yengilaveramiz?
Sevgimiz anglamay
Talab-talabin yuragimiz aslo o'ylamay

Tunlar qorong'u xonam yoritadi oy...

Eslamading

The moon lights up my dark room like a torch
As if it understands my pain, it sighs gently
It comforts me, and my nights pass by

My days long for your return, my love
Missing you, longing for your words to soothe me
My heart aches, and the days pass by like this

When you miss me, look up at the sky
Ask it how much I miss you
Will you ever remember me?

In your dreams, it's not me, alas
In your loving eyes, I see no love
And yet, I still live, believing you love me

I have loved you so devotedly
Expecting the same from you, perhaps
I forgot myself in my love for you
Or am I just an outsider to you?

Must we part like this?
Does it not matter to you, tell me?
You have not remembered me once
Have you not felt the longing in your heart?

I have loved you so devotedly
Expecting the same from you, perhaps
I forgot myself in my love for you
Or am I just an outsider to you?

Must we really part like this?
Has it become so easy to let go?
Without understanding our love
Without giving a thought to the yearning in our hearts?

With each step, the pain in my heart grows stronger
Why do my thoughts refuse to obey, my love?
They miss you, they yearn for you

My days pass by, but I find no solace
Like a wanderer lost on a road that has no end
My heart aches, and the pain torments me

When you miss me again, look up at the sky
I live each day asking it about you
I miss you, enough, stop torturing me

My heart cannot bear to be away from you
I cannot grow accustomed to these days without you
I love you, enough, don't test me

We failed to understand in time, and love turned to pain
Will we both suffer now for eternity?
Perhaps our love will fade away easily
And our paths will diverge, to the right and to the left

We were made for each other, after all
See how heavy my days are without you, my love
I cherish the memories, our love
I wait, as if you will return to me now

I have loved you so devotedly
Expecting the same from you, perhaps
I forgot myself in my love for you
Or am I just an outsider to you?

Must we part like this?
Does it not matter to you, tell me?
You have not remembered me once
Have you not felt the longing in your heart?

I have loved you so devotedly
Expecting the same from you, perhaps
I forgot myself in my love for you
Or am I just an outsider to you?

Must we really part like this?
Has it become so easy to let go?
Without understanding our love
Without giving a thought to the yearning in our hearts?

The moon lights up my dark room like a torch...