Текст и перевод песни Black, Malique & RJ - Teman Pengganti

Teman Pengganti

Ketawa bersama
Menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita
Mati pun bersama
Sejak dua menjak ini
Makin kerap ku diganggu visi
Bila celik, juga bila mimpi
Aku nampak kau, tapi bukan aku yang di sisi
Dia membelaimu dengan izin dan permisi
Sentuhan katanya semuanya kau iakan
Sentuhan jari kau diamkan dan biarkan
Aku redha walau tidak ku damba
Walau hampa semuanya dah dijangka
Beberapa purnama dulu cinta bertakhta
Kenangan dibina kita indah belaka
Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
Namun hakikatnya, bukan mudah
Aku sembunyikan gulana-gundah
Segalanya kan berubah
Dengarkan apa yang ku mahu luah
Rahsia ini
T′lah lama aku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Kuceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti
Dalam dunia yang maya, prejudis dan bias
Kita tak terlepas dari terkena tempias
Rimas, ditindas, sembunyi dalam puisi dan kias
Tidak kau bidas, tak berpaling walau sekilas
Hanya kau yang tahu kodeksku yang kompleks
Dalam disleksia cuba kekal dalam konteks
Bila dunia seolah tak memahami
Kau sudi selami, dalami dan mengalami
Setia mendengar, sentiasa hadiir
Ingat setiap ulangtahun, setiap hari lahir
Tiba pagi syawal, kaulah yang terawal
Syawal yang terakhir ini pasti rasa janggal
70 000 hijab harus kusingkap
Kusorok kitab balik tingkap penjara hinggap
Dalam diam ada, seorang yang kupuja
Kau terisitmewa tapi dia yang sempurna
Rahsia ini
T'lah lama aku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Kuceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti
Sejak dua menjak ini, kumencari fungsi kewujudan
Dalam persekitaran yang penuh Kejumudan
Terperangkap dalam jasad, ku keliru
Mujur ada kau si peneutralisasi pilu
Namun aku tetap murung, berkurung
Tubuh makin susut, menunggu tarikh luput
Komplikasi di halaman susuk kiri
Makin sukar nak bernafas, nak bergerak, nak berdiri
Lagu ini yang terakhir aku sajikan
Kalau rindu nanti bolehlah kau nyanyikan
Jaga diri, jangan makan hati
Yang patah kan tumbuh, yang hilang kan berganti
Bilik dah kukemas, katil dah kurapi
Cincin, kunci, dompet dalam laci
Ada sikit wang, itu saja baki
Moga-moga cukup untuk majlis tu nanti
Aku kan pergi
Bertemu kekasih abadi
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

Replacement Friend

Laughing together
Crying together
I swore I hoped we would
Even die together
Since the past few days
I've been increasingly disturbed by visions
When I'm awake, and even in my dreams
I see you, but it's not me by your side
He caresses you with permission and courtesy
His every word, his touch, you accept
His fingertips you let linger, you allow
I accept it, though I don't desire it
Though emptiness, it was all expected
A few moons ago, love reigned
The memories we built, all beautiful
Laughing together, crying together
I swore I hoped we would even die together
But the reality is, it's not easy
I hide my anxieties and worries
Everything will change
Listen to what I want to express
This secret
I've kept it hidden for a long time
The time has come
Everything
I'll tell you
I will leave
Leave and never return
The time has come
For you to find a replacement friend
In a world of illusion, prejudice, and bias
We are not spared from the splashes
Annoyed, oppressed, hidden in poetry and metaphors
You didn't retaliate, didn't turn away even for a moment
Only you understood my complex code
In dyslexia, trying to stay in context
When the world seemed not to understand
You were willing to dive in, explore and experience
Faithfully listening, always present
Remembering every anniversary, every birthday
When the morning of Eid arrived, you were the first
This last Eid will surely feel strange
70,000 veils I must unveil
Hide the book behind the window, the prison bars perch
In silence, there is someone I adore
You are special, but she is perfect
This secret
I've kept it hidden for a long time
The time has come
Everything
I'll tell you
I will leave
Leave and never return
The time has come
For you to find a replacement friend
Since the past few days, I've been searching for the purpose of existence
In an environment full of stagnation
Trapped in this body, I'm confused
Luckily there's you, the neutralizer of sorrow
But I remain gloomy, confined
My body withering, waiting for the expiration date
Complications on the left ribcage
It's getting harder to breathe, to move, to stand
This song is the last one I offer
If you miss me, you can sing it
Take care, don't be heartbroken
What's broken will grow, what's lost will be replaced
I've cleaned the room, made the bed
Ring, keys, wallet in the drawer
There's some money, that's all that's left
Hopefully enough for the ceremony later
I will leave
To meet the eternal beloved
The time has come
For you to find a replacement friend