Текст песни Dark Yard - Bondi

I did a lot to get me out of it
But I'm lost in my world
Believe me it hurts so much
And there's no way any way
To get me out of it
Until I finally close my eyes
Darkness will be no surprise
And if I chose to let them open
Could you help me to find hope then
I'm now alone, alone is good for now
I see a reflection of myself and I can't stare away