Текст и перевод песни Chemistry - So in Vain

So in Vain

独りでいる夜想う君がいる
この部屋で違う時間過ごしてた
君が残した染みと嘘の跡
僕に残された哀れな闇
憂鬱さとか煩わしさ
「とりあえず」と置いたり
「今だったら」と悔やむのなら
傷つけても
嘘つくこと教えてくれたのが
最後の優しさだったから
傷ついたフリ見せて黙っていた
最後のズルさを僕は今も 憶えてる
独りきりの夜探すものがある
いつもこの部屋で聴こえてた歌
君が残したささやかな声
僕に残された静かな闇
愛おしさと大切さを
「あの時は」と醒めたり
「もう一度」と宥めるなら
傷ついても
変わったのは自分だけ
そう思っていたけど自分だけがまだ
そのままだと気づいた虚しさを
引きずる寂しさだけが今も 残ってる
わざと不機嫌な態度許す君の
嘘に甘えた臆病な僕の寂しい束縛
嘘つくことが君の残していった
最後の優しさだったなら
傷ついたフり見せて許していた
最後のズルさを僕は今も 忘れない
傷ついたフリ見せ逃げていた
偽りの涙の跡は今も残ってる
I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you
I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you
独りきりの夜

So in Vain

I think of you in the night when I'm alone
In this room, we used to spend our time
Your stains and your lies remain
Leaving me with this pathetic darkness
Sadness and annoyance
I put them aside for the time being
But if I could turn back time
Even if it hurt
You taught me how to lie
And that was your final act of kindness
I pretended to be hurt and stayed silent
I remember my final act of deceit
I search for something in the lonely night
The song that always played in this room
Your gentle voice remains
Leaving me with this quiet darkness
Love and importance
I woke up and realized
And if I could go back in time
Even if it hurt
I've changed, but only I know it
I thought I was the only one who hadn't changed
But I realized I'm still the same
And now I'm left with this emptiness
I miss your deliberately bad attitude
I miss your lies, so I clung to them like a coward
Lying was the final act of kindness you left me
And if that's true
I pretended to be hurt and forgave you
I remember my final act of deceit
I pretended to be hurt and ran away
The traces of my fake tears remain
I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you
I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you
Lonely nights