Текст и перевод песни ClariS - SECRET

SECRET

キミのことが好きと
気付いたあの日から
出口のない森の中に
たった１人 迷い込んだの

まるで抜け出せない
ラビリンスみたいで
どっちに進めば良い？
分からずに戸惑っていた

今でも 鮮明な キミとの会話の空に
浮かんだ裏腹なフレーズ
閉じ込めた 気持ちが痛い

どうしても どうしても
近づきたいのに
ねぇ SECRET その先へ
踏み出せないよ
「このままで良いの」と
鏡の中の私がまた
邪魔をするから

泣きたくて 泣けなくて
胸が苦しくて
ねぇ SECRET この感情
どうすればいい？
本当の声さえ 見つからないの
きっと明日も今日と同じね...

グルグルとこの場所
行き来して悩んでる
友達じゃ嫌だよ
キミのこともっと知りたいよ

名前を 呼ばれた
瞬間をリピートすれば
２人だけで分け合った空間(せかい)
今すぐに 飛んで行けるのに

どうしても どうしても
壊さなきゃいけない
ねぇ SECRET この関係 失っても
動かないつもりの
背中合わせの私にちゃんと
向き合わなくちゃ

迷っても 逃げたくても
目を反らさないで
ねぇ SECRET 心なら
決まってるでしょ？
臆病に慣れてた 自分自身に
さよならしたら さぁ進もう

右も左も どっちも正解で
不可能なことは
きっとどこにもなくて
そんなユートピア
捨てたら もう分かるはず
たったひとつだけの願い

会いたくて 会いたくて
キミに会いたくて
星の地図 辿って夜を越えるの
傷ついたって良い
叶わなくても
昨日よりもっと
輝けるなら

どうしても どうしても
伝えたい気持ち
閉じ込めて 隠してた
私の SECRET
あの日ついた嘘を
ほどいたら さぁ
今日までとは違う明日へ

本当の声を 届けよう

SECRET

From the day I realized
I liked you,
I've been lost all alone
In a forest with no exit.

It's like a labyrinth
I can't escape from,
Which way should I go?
I was confused and didn't know.

Even now, in the sky of our conversations,
Contradictory phrases float.
The feelings I've confined hurt.

No matter what, no matter what,
I want to get closer to you,
Hey, SECRET, beyond that point,
I can't take a step forward.
"Is it okay like this?"
The me in the mirror asks again,
And it holds me back.

I want to cry, but I can't,
My chest feels tight,
Hey, SECRET, these feelings,
What should I do with them?
I can't even find my true voice.
Surely tomorrow will be the same as today...

I'm going around and around this place,
Lost in thought.
I don't want to be just friends,
I want to know you more.

If I repeat the moment
You called my name,
The world we shared just the two of us,
I could fly there right now.

No matter what, no matter what,
I have to break it,
Hey, SECRET, even if I lose this relationship,
My usual self won't budge.
I have to properly face
The me who always turns her back.

Even if I'm lost, even if I want to run away,
I won't avert my eyes.
Hey, SECRET, my heart
Has already decided, right?
To the me who was used to being cowardly,
I'll say goodbye, and then, let's move forward.

Both right and left are correct answers,
There's surely nothing
That's impossible.
If I throw away that utopia,
I should understand by now,
My one and only wish.

I want to see you, I want to see you,
I want to see you so much.
Following the star map, I'll cross the night.
It's okay if I get hurt,
Even if it doesn't come true,
If I can shine brighter
Than yesterday.

No matter what, no matter what,
These feelings I want to convey,
I've kept them locked away,
My SECRET.
If I unravel the lie I told that day, then,
Come on,
Towards a tomorrow different from today.

I'll let my true voice reach you.