Текст и перевод песни ClariS - 本当は

本当は

本当は わかってたんだ
自分にウソをついていること
本当は 知ってたんだ
君の声 届いていたのに

当たり前のような日常の中で
いつの間にか見失っていた

君がいて 私がいる
それさえも 忘れるなんて
ただ君に ただ君に
伝えたい事 言えないまま 私は

I say, love you forever 君を守りたい
You say love me ずっと 心の中で I promise you

本当は 気付いたんだ
君の寂しさ 涙のすべて
本当は 逃げてたんだ
臆病に 目を閉じるばかり

暗闇の中で 手をのばしても
二人の距離 離れてゆく

悲しみも 喜びも
過去の世界にしばられていて
遠い空 夜の向こう
ぬくもりを探し続けてるよ きっと

I say love you forever 君を守りたい
You say love me ずっと 心の中で I promise you

時を超えた場所 光を探そう
Don't wanna see you crying もう 泣かないで

君がいて 私がいる
それさえも 忘れるなんて
ただ君に ただ君に
伝えたい事 言えないまま 私は

I say, love you forever 君を守りたい
You say love me ずっと 心の中で I promise you

Hontoo wa

In truth, I knew.
That I was lying to myself.
In truth, I knew.
That I could hear your voice.

In the midst of our ordinary life,
Unbeknownst to me, I lost my way.

You are here, and I am here,
Yet I forgot even that.
To you alone, to you alone,
The things I wanted to tell you, I kept silent about.

I say, love you forever, I want to protect you.
You say love me, for eternity, in my heart, I promise you.

In truth, I had realized.
Your loneliness, all your tears
In truth, I was running away.
Cowardly, I only closed my eyes.

Reaching out my hand in the darkness
The distance between us only grew.

Bound by sorrow and joy,
By the world of the past,
In the distant sky, beyond the night,
I continue to search for some warmth.

I say, love you forever, I want to protect you.
You say love me, for eternity, in my heart, I promise you.

In a place beyond time, together we will seek the light.
Don't wanna see you crying, please don't cry anymore.

You are here, and I am here,
Yet I forgot even that.
To you alone, to you alone,
The things I wanted to tell you, I kept silent about.

I say, love you forever, I want to protect you.
You say love me, for eternity, in my heart, I promise you.