Текст песни Silencer - Conquest

I am fractured
I've been torn part, I have lost my heart for you
I am shattered
And I need to be made brand new
Cause I've lost you Lord
And I need to find you
Cause I've lost you Lord
And I need to find you

It's hard to watch when your best friend's
Engaged in the battle for his life, he's is wrestling
With every demon that possessed him
To the point that any reason he has left for breathing he has questioned
I watched the crowd roar when he took the platform
I never knew away from it all he was that scorned
Updates were vocal excerpts
Read like suicide notes on his social networks
And I admit I was turned off by it
Thinking to myself, was there no one to talk to
But his peace of mind was replaced by riots
Of a guilty conscience, they walk through, they haunt you
Arms face a sharpened knife for the cut
See the enemy will make you think your wife is not enough
Almost take her life while she's trying to save yours
Often how we treat Christ who is the savior
And Lord knows, I tried to mind my business
Then I found his wife to try to find specifics
He became wicked, committed to sad tendencies
Mind reeked of death, maggots were bad memories
God used this same dude in special ways
Now he's under observation as a mental case
Wife doesn't want him back, where the heck he'd stay
Weeks later in my house, I'm telling him about
How I walked away from God when I was facing divorce
And depression was this stimuli engaging my thoughts
And when my next girl left, almost slit my own wrists
Took my focus, I had to own it
I needed intervention and a reinvention
From a Black Hole, saw my need for brethren
If community doesn't look out for each other
We could've lost a brother

This great depression stole your voice
It once was rich, now it's loose change
And now you're left without a choice
It will drive you insane, blow out your brain
When death is a silencer
God is a provider
When death is a silencer
God is a provider

I am fractured
I've been torn part, I have lost my heart for you
I am shattered
And I need to be made brand new
Cause I've lost you Lord
And I need to find you
Cause I've lost you Lord
And I need to find you

This great depression stole your voice
It once was rich, now it's loose change
And now you're left without a choice
It will drive you insane, blow out your brain
When death is a silencer
God is a provider
When death is a silencer
God is a provider