Cage - DIR EN GREY перевод на английский

Cage

痺れを切らしてる
僕はマゾの血を引き
サドの君を待つ
できれば毒のbaiserで

悲嘆故に美徳見えず
君は最後のmotherで
記憶埋めて気づかれぬように
最初のmother

時計は左回りでも 犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者 焼き付けて

嫌がる僕を見て
強くそして優しく
無理矢理の決断
決して君には言えない

皮のキシム音が痛い
傷を深めて行こう
嫉妬深い君はいつでも
冷血なの？

幼い頃の虐待がね
今でも忘れずにいたい
何故motherはいないの？
教えてよ

ああ いつかは優しさに気付いて
聖母なる"ゆりかご"の中で

悲痛故に前が見えず
僕の最後のmotherで
せめて君に気づかれぬように
最初のmother

時計は左回りでも 犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者 壊した

僕には優しすぎたのかなあ？ 昔のトラウマを写し
最後の君まで壊した僕はサド？

Cage

I'm losing my patience,
I've inherited masochistic blood,
Waiting for you, my sadist.
If possible, with a poisonous baiser.

Blind to virtue because of grief,
You are my last mother,
Burying memories so you won't notice,
My first mother.

Even if the clock turns counter-clockwise, the sins committed cannot be changed.
My first and last confidante, I burn you into my memory.

Watching me struggle,
Strongly and gently,
A forced decision,
I can never tell you.

The creaking of skin is painful,
Let's deepen the wounds.
You're always so jealous,
Are you cold-blooded?

The abuse from my childhood,
I still want to remember it.
Why isn't mother here?
Tell me.

Ah, someday you'll realize my tenderness,
Inside the "cradle" of the holy mother.

Blinded by sorrow, I can't see ahead,
You are my last mother,
At least so you won't notice,
My first mother.

Even if the clock turns counter-clockwise, the sins committed cannot be changed.
My first and last confidante, I destroyed you.

Were you too kind to me? Reflecting past traumas,
I destroyed even my last you, am I a sadist?