Текст и перевод песни DIR EN GREY - mazohyst of decadence

mazohyst of decadence

生み落とされる子供 罪の意識の無い大人 落とされ
名前も無い僕 何故ここにいるのかさえ 解らないけれど
たった数ヶ月の命とも知らず...

僕は愛されたい 僕は生まれたい この母体の中見つめて
僕が意識を持った時から 二ヶ月目 何かが早いと感じた
まだ何も出来ない そのうちプラグが...

不完全な僕は掻き落とされた痛みが体を突き抜ける
母の泣き叫ぶ声耳鳴りが止まない白衣の大人達僕を救い上げた
冷血に満ち溢れた瞳に 血塗れの右手の無い僕が写る
そのまま黒いビニールに包まれた

だんだん意識が薄れる中僕は考える静かに
Cageの僕をこのまま愛せるならそれでいい許せず

愛されない僕はこのまま死んだ方がいい
だから産声を上げず 静かに眠りましょう
一度だけ母の愛この手で感じてみたい
これが 愛なのかもしれない ありがとう
二度と開かない扉 固く閉められていた
でもね僕はきっと未来の君だから

本当にこれでいいんですね?
ハイ
あなたは何人目ですか?
一人目です
僕は数え切れない子供を殺しています
あなたは許せますか?
もう一度聞きます
本当にこれでいいんですね?
ハイ
用意はいいですか?
ハイ
では始めましょう

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
体焼き尽くされ骨が無くなるまで焼き尽くす
さよなら
さよなら
さよなら
さよなら
さよなら
さよなら
さよなら

mazohyst of decadence

A child is born with no sense of sin, then falls into the hands of adults,
A nameless child, not knowing why he is here, though he is only a few months old...
Unaware that his life will end in such a short time.

I want to be loved, I want to be born, I look into this womb,
From the moment I became conscious, in my second month, I felt something was wrong,
I am still unable to do anything, before the plug is pulled...

I, an imperfect being, have been scraped out, and the pain pierces my body.
My mother's cries fill my ears, and the sound of her screams never stops, the white-coated adults have saved me,
My right hand is missing, and my eyes are filled with cold-blooded fury,
At that moment, I am wrapped in a black plastic bag.

As my consciousness gradually fades, I think to myself in silence,
If I am loved in this cage, then that is enough, I cannot forgive,

I, who am not loved, will be better off dead.
So I will not cry out, but will sleep in silence,
Just once, I want to feel my mother's love with my own hands.
This is love, perhaps, thank you,
The door will never open again, it is firmly shut,
But I know that I will be you in the future.

Will you be okay with this?
Yes.
What number am I?
You are number one.
I have killed countless children.
Can you forgive me?
I will ask you again,
Will you be okay with this?
Yes.
Are you ready?
Yes.
Then let us begin.

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
The body burns to ash, the bones are consumed, I burn until nothing is left.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.