afterlife

Fucked up, I hate life, but love it, I guess Accept all the bullshit, the love, and the
Stress Holding the weight of the world on your chest
Got the potential but nobody left to prove Gotta make a move, gotta face the truth
You're probably gonna lose, you might even get a win Celebrate every day a holiday

So be close, find yourself, hold your breath, drink it all down
Maybe you'll be satisfied, and I'll see you in the afterlife
I wanna know which way to go I'm climbing uphill this mountain alone
I need a road, I need to roam Just give me a sign and I'll follow you home

Follow, follow, follow you Follow, follow, follow you
Put me to sleep, that's what my homie said, went on a beat
Right after losing his parents in less than a week Ain't no talking to God, just talking to sheep
And I wasn't there, I was distant and scared But I'm fully prepared to be the man I'm supposed to be

Cause I know when life gets harder through days Names turn to night until you fall asleep
Wondering why you might get shut off A couple of lessons you should learn in life
So be close, find yourself, hold your breath, drink it all down
Maybe you'll be satisfied, and I'll see you in the afterlife

Cause I wanna know which way to go I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling down that road again
Like I've been here a couple hundred thousand million times It's something that I gotta beat inside