Holding On

Waiting for
I'm waiting for a day that will never come
I'm so jealous
I'm so jealous that it only happens to some
I'm blocking out all of my feelings
That's how I stay numb
And I'm not able to sleep
Until I see the sun
Why am I wasting my time
When I can just tell the truth
I miss the time when I was fine
Fuck I miss my youth
I miss the times when I was calm
When everything was so smooth
I miss the time when my biggest problem was
That

Holding on
The devil called
And he is waiting
Holding on
My minds a bomb
And it is ticking
Holding on
Giving up
So I am sticking to
Holding on
And waiting for
A new beginning
Holding on
The devil called
And he is waiting
Holding on
My minds a bomb
And it is ticking
Holding on
Giving up
So I am sticking to
Holding on
And waiting for
A new beginning

I think i'm in trouble again
I let all my doubts get my head
But no one is sure
And no one can know
Oh, i think I'm in trouble again
I let all my doubts get my head
But no one is sure
So im

Holding on
The devil called
And he is waiting
Holding on
My minds a bomb
And it is ticking
Holding on
Giving up
So I am sticking to
Holding on
And waiting for
A new beginning
Holding on
The devil called
And he is waiting
Holding on
My minds a bomb
And it is ticking
Holding on
Giving up
So I am sticking to
Holding on
And waiting for
A new beginning