Текст и перевод песни Djecaci - Ubij se

Ubij se

IVO
Sat otkucaje sadašnjost, prašnjavi u uredu
Tupei na glavama, trpe svaku uvredu
S polovnom prostatom, poslovno je postalo
Jedini pridjev, a kolko je to koštalo –
Jedino pitanje, kava, listanje kalendara
Mrtvi iznutra traže koji dan je sutra
žuti nokti, još jedan samački vikend
Zalipljeni za kauč nema micanja nigdje
U stanu nose čizme – da ih ne ubodu
Rubovi slomljenih snova razbacani po podu
Egzistencija krive strane bulje u sve ekrane
Gledaju sve reklame da zaborave kako žive
Antidepresivi, sivilo akvarija praznog
Riba je iskočila na suho već odavno
Na putu do dna sve modrice su besplatne
Vrtlog života bez nade za beznadne

INES GRGURINOVIĆ refren x4
Samoubojstvo, samo se ubiješ

ZONI
Tek je ljeto života, a iz oblaka već pada snijeg
Moliš boga da ti pomogne shvatit stanje sadašnje
žena do tebe, jesi mislio da ćeš ostarit uz nju
Kad su vas prvi put bacili u maricu
Radi vaših vjerovanja, niste se bojali
Očekivali ste dan kada krist će se pojavit
I donijet vam vječni i puno bolji život
E pa vrijeme leti i trebo si biti bolji pilot
Jer sada srećeš prkosni pogled svojih sinova
Nijedan udarac ih ne može odgojit iznova
Ona je u djece ugradila krivi temelj il neš
Al znaš da nećeš okrivit sebe
Jer ti si sve radio po knjizi
Izvadio šibu iz raja i počeo udarat
I zašto si stao? zar više ne možeš podnjet
Kad njihov pogled govori, "ajde udari me opet"?
Firma je u stečaju, iz nje vade vreće novca
Ti psuješ hercegovce, a žena ti je hercegovka
I radiš napornije nego za vrijeme juge
Plaće ne dolaze, a nemoš otić negdje drugdje
Pa razbijaš tanjure dok pereš suđe
Da privučeš pažnju na sebe
A kad ona dođe kući s puno kasnije smjene
I za stol sjeda umorna
Ti si i dalje željan sukoba
Aj reci joj da te vara, i sve je ponovno isto
Dani sreće su joj trajali kraće od porodiljskog
I sada trpa stvari u vreće
Pa u taksi s dvoje djece
Mada ne zna gdje će spavat to veče
Jer neće, nego će kod rodbine do zore probdjet
Slušat ih kako govore da to mora podnjet radi djece
Oni bi pomogli, al je krivo vrijeme
Da ga kod njih provede, imaju i oni probleme
Dobro da je došla sama, al je došla s tvojim sinovima
A za njih nema mjesta među onim zidovima
Oni su tvoja krv, vide tebe čim vide njih
I nikad neće biti dio obitelji
Pa se vraćaju nazad pod tvoje okrilje
A ti si pun misli kako da što bolje pokriješ istinu
Jer tebi je jako stalo do tuđeg divljenja
Obitelj mora bit sretna digod bude viđena
žena pokorna, a djeca pristojna
Kršćanski ispravna, bez slobode izbora
Al oni vide licemjerje ša se krije iza vjere
I više ne žele slijedit put koji im ti izabereš
Pa vrijeđaš mlađeg sina, a on ti odgovara
Evo ša tvoj odgoj stvara
Zaključo se u wc-u da ga ne udaraš
I sada sjedi na školjci i bjesno piše suicidnu pjesmu

INES GRGURINOVIĆ refren x4
Samoubojstvo, samo se ubiješ

Kill Yourself

IVO
The clock ticks the present, dusty in the office
Tupes on heads, enduring every insult
With a used prostate, it's become business
The only adjective, and at what cost –
The only question, coffee, flipping through the calendar
The dead inside search for which day is tomorrow
Yellow nails, another single weekend
Glued to the couch, no moving anywhere
They wear boots in the apartment – so they don't get pricked
Edges of broken dreams scattered on the floor
Existences on the wrong side stare into all screens
They watch all the ads to forget how they live
Antidepressants, the greyness of an empty aquarium
The fish jumped onto dry land long ago
On the way to the bottom, all bruises are free
A whirlpool of life without hope for the hopeless

INES GRGURINOVIĆ chorus x4
Suicide, just kill yourself

ZONI
It's only the summer of life, but snow is already falling from the clouds
You pray to God to help you understand the present state
The woman next to you, you thought you'd grow old with her
When they threw you in the paddy wagon for the first time
For your beliefs, you weren't afraid
You were expecting the day when Christ would appear
And bring you eternal and a much better life
Well, time flies and you should have been a better pilot
Because now you meet the defiant gaze of your sons
No blow can raise them anew
She built the wrong foundation in the children, or did she?
But you know you won't blame yourself
Because you did everything by the book
You took the rod from paradise and started hitting
And why did you stop? Can't you take it anymore
When their gaze says, "Come on, hit me again"?
The company is bankrupt, they're taking bags of money out of it
You curse Herzegovinians, and your wife is a Herzegovinian
And you work harder than during Yugoslavia
Wages don't come, and you can't go anywhere else
So you smash plates while washing dishes
To draw attention to yourself
And when she comes home from a much later shift
And sits tiredly at the table
You're still eager for conflict
Go on, tell her she's cheating, and everything's the same again
Her happy days lasted shorter than maternity leave
And now she's stuffing things into bags
Then into a taxi with two children
Although she doesn't know where she'll sleep that night
Because she won't, but will stay awake with relatives until dawn
Listening to them say she has to endure it for the children
They would help, but it's the wrong time
For her to stay with them, they have problems too
It's good that she came alone, but she came with your sons
And there's no room for them within those walls
They are your blood, they see you when they see them
And they will never be part of the family
So they return back under your wing
And you're full of thoughts on how to best cover up the truth
Because you care deeply about the admiration of others
The family must be happy wherever it is seen
The wife submissive, and the children well-behaved
Christianly correct, without freedom of choice
But they see the hypocrisy hidden behind faith
And no longer want to follow the path you choose
So you insult your younger son, and he answers you
Here's what your upbringing creates
He locked himself in the toilet so you wouldn't hit him
And now he sits on the toilet and angrily writes a suicide poem

INES GRGURINOVIĆ chorus x4
Suicide, just kill yourself