Текст и перевод песни Doughnuts Hole - おとなの掟

おとなの掟

真っ黒な中に一つ
消えては浮かぶ吐息よ
冷たい闇夜は僕の願い
飲み込み匿います

真っ白な息がいま
もっとも無垢な本音と
悴んだ声でなにを歌う？
嘘でも本当でも

好きとか嫌いとか欲しいとか
気持いいだけの台詞でしょう
ああ白黒付けるには相応しい
滅びの呪文だけれど

真っ新な子供時代
教科書を暗記していれば
正解不正解どちらかを
選べると思っていた

ト書き通りに生きている自分
アドリブには慣れていない癖
云いたいこと溢れ出し姦しい
君の前だけだけれど

手放してみたいこの両手塞いだ知識
どんなに軽いと感じるだろうか
言葉の鎧も呪いも一切合財
脱いで剥いでもう一度
僕らが出会えたら

好きとか嫌いとか欲しいとか
口走ったら如何なるでしょう
ああ白黒付けるのは恐ろしい
切実に生きればこそ

そう人生は長い世界は広い
自由を手にした僕らはグレー
幸福になって不幸になって
慌ただしい胸の裡だけが騒ぐ
おとなは秘密を守る

The Rules of Adulthood

In the pitch-black darkness, there's just one
My breath, fading and then appearing
In the cold, dark night, this is my wish
To swallow and conceal it

My pure, white breath, now
My most innocent, honest thoughts
In a numbed voice, what will I sing?
Lying or true

Like, dislike, or want
Just empty words that feel good
Oh, yes, to draw the line, it's the perfect fit
But it's the curse of extinction

My pristine childhood
If I had just memorized the textbook
I thought I could choose
Either right or wrong

Living according to the script
I'm not used to improvising
The words I want to say overflow and clamor
Only in front of you

I want to let go of all this knowledge that fills my hands
How light would I feel then?
All the armor and curses of words
I'll take them off and bare myself once more
When we can meet

Like, dislike, or want
What will happen if I blurt them out?
Oh, yes, drawing the line is terrifying
Because life is so precious

Yes, life is long, and the world is vast
We're free, and we're gray
We're happy and sad
It's only my heart that's in chaos
Adults keep secrets