Текст и перевод песни Egoist - Ghost of a smile

Ghost of a smile

見てよ空を 今日は
こんなにも晴れているよ
だから
散歩でも しにいかない?
仲直りがしたいんだ 僕は
君にそう言ったんだよ
なのに

君は知らんぷりをしてる
見たことないような顔で
そんなに怒らせたなら謝るよ
ところでさっきからどうして
君はずっと泣いてるの?

まるで僕が居ないみたいにさ
君はまたそうやって意地悪するよ
重ねた手を握りしめて
君は けど僕には気づかないよ

あのさ 僕は
君に伝えなくちゃ
少しくらいの間違いは
生きてればそりゃあるだろう
そんなに気にしなくていい
僕が側にずっといてあげる

だけど
君の気が済まないなら
ほっぺをつねってやるよ
それでおあいこにしたら
もう行くよ
君に言わなくちゃ
少し照れるけど
君を愛してるよ

そして僕がいなくなっても
君はきっと一人で生きてゆけよ
涙拭いて 顔を上げて
いつか幸せになれると願おう

僕の分まで笑わなくていい
だから僕の分まで泣かなくていい
時はやがて君を癒し
今を過去のものにしてくれるよ

今日はこんなに晴れてるから
君がもしよければ散歩でもしにいこう
君に会いたい
心から思う

Ghost of a smile

Look at the sky today
It's so sunny
So
Why don't we go for a walk together?
I want to make things right between us
I told you that
But

You're pretending not to know what I'm talking about
With a face that I've never seen before
If I made you so angry, I'll apologize
By the way, why have you
Been crying this whole time?

It's as if I'm not even here
You're being mean to me again like that
Your clenched hands
You still don't notice me

Listen
I have to tell you something
Everyone makes mistakes sometimes
It's just part of life
You don't have to worry about it so much
I'll always be here for you

But
If that's not enough for you
I'll pinch your cheek
And then we can call it even
I'll go now
I have to tell you something
I'm a little embarrassed to say it
I love you

And even when I'm no longer with you
I know you'll be able to live on your own
Wipe away your tears and lift your chin
I hope that someday you'll be happy

You don't have to laugh for me
You don't have to cry for me
Time will heal you
And turn this present pain into a memory

Today is such a beautiful day
If you're up for it, let's go for a walk
I want to see you
I mean it from the bottom of my heart