Текст песни A Gift a Curse - Emmure

What I've done, what I've seen
The lives I've touched, what does it mean?
Losing track of everything
I gave it all, but what did I gain?
And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release
'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see
So even if I die I'll never rest in peace
I was desperate just to shine
Now I struggle constantly to survive
I...
I have nothing to prove to you
What I've done, what I've seen
The lives I've touched, what does it mean?
Losing track of everything
I gave it all, but what did I gain?
And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release
'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see
So even if I die I'll never rest in peace
And I've tried so many times to show that what I feel is real
No, this is not a joke
But you keep pushing me
Yeah, you keep pushing me
And now you've gone too far
And there's no turning back
And now I hope you choke and fucking burn in hell
Burn
Nothing changes
All I know is that I'm alone in this
Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me
All I know is that I'm alone in this
Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me
Seems like I'll be waiting 'till the end
Knowing that I can't speak to you again
Truth is you were never there
I don't need your empty words or bullshit sympathy
So here's a gift for all those years of mocking me
Now I wish all this evil upon you
You deserve to feel what I'm going through
Now I wish this evil upon you
You deserve to feel what I'm going through