Epik High feat. B.I - 수상소감 (Acceptance Speech) - перевод текста песни на английский

내게 거리감 느꼈다면 넘지 마

If you felt distant from me, don't cross the line

상처받은 만큼 선을 그은 거니까

Because I drew the line on how much I've been hurt

난 더 이상 속지 않아

I will not be fooled anymore

미소 뒤에 숨겨놓은 칼날에 피투성이 되어버린 나니까

Because I am the one who was bloodied by the hidden blade behind your smile

수도 없이 봤지, 앞과 뒤가 다른 모습

I've seen countless times, two-faced people

가족 같은 이들이 남이 되어 가는 것을

People who were like family, becoming strangers

결국 내 값어치에 따라

In the end, depending on my worth

지들 멋대로 샀던 마음을 상처로 되팔아

They resold their hearts, which they bought for their own enjoyment, as wounds

준 적 없는 권리 내세우며

Asserting rights they never gave

당연하듯 요구하는 자신들의 편의

Demanding their conveniences as if it's natural

백번 이해해도 결국 단 한 번 거절이

Even after understanding a hundred times, a single refusal

손가락질받으, 니 어쩔 수 없이 벽을 쌓는 거지

Leads to finger-pointing, inevitably building a wall

갈수록 차가워지는 내 마음보다 아픈 건

What hurts more than my increasingly cold heart

하나둘 떠나고, 눈앞에 사라지는데

Is the sight of them leaving one by one, disappearing before my eyes

아무렇지도 않아, 차라리 속 편해

I don't care, it's more comfortable this way

이게 진짜 내 모습이었나 봐

I guess this is who I really am

먹구름도 구름이었지

Even dark clouds were clouds

생각해보니, 날 닮은 것 같아, ah-ah

Thinking about it, they seem like me, ah-ah

쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지

Even bitter laughter is laughter

웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까, ah-ah

Because I live in a world with nothing to laugh about, ah-ah

(I did it for you) 내 말이 들린다면, 고개를 끄덕여 줘

(I did it for you) If you hear me, nod your head

허공에 뱉어대는, 혼잣말도 지치니까, yeah

I'm tired of talking to myself in vain, yeah

내게 손가락질 대신, 손을 흔들어줘

Instead of pointing fingers, wave your hand at me

걸음을 멈추기에는 갈 길이 바쁘니까

Because I'm too busy to stop walking

나도 내가 걱정돼, 아침마다 거울 앞에 서서

I worry about myself too, standing in front of the mirror every morning

힘겹게 짓는 이 가면 같은 포커페이스

This poker face is a mask I put on with difficulty

17년째 이 바닥 생활하다 잠시 들춰보니

After living on this stage for 17 years, I realized

원래 얼굴이 더 낯설어 못 벗겨내

My original face is more unfamiliar, I can't take it off

다들 겁을 내, 감정 없는 나를

Everyone is scared, the emotionless me

이런 나를 만든 가해자가 바로 너넨데

But it's you who made me like this, you're the perpetrator

단물 빨아먹고 날 버린 거머리들

The leeches who sucked me dry and threw me away

내 모든 샘에 빨대 꽂은 놈들이 내가 피도 눈물도 없대

The ones who stuck straws in all my wells say I have no blood or tears

Damn right, 다들 꽁꽁 싸맨 apathy

Damn right, everyone is heavily wrapped in apathy

It's a cold world, 나만 벌거벗고 산 거지

It's a cold world, I'm the only one walking around naked

Now I can be anything I wanna be

What doesn't kill me can only make me bleed

거울에 입김을 불며

Breathing onto the mirror

뿌연 내 얼굴을 보며 깨달은 게 있어

I realized as I looked at my hazy face

Maybe God and the Devil

이 둘은 적이 아닌 그저 한 존재의 이중인격

Are not enemies, but just two sides of the same being

No need to cry, no need to fear

What doesn't kill me only makes me