Текст и перевод песни Eve - Yoruwahonoka

Yoruwahonoka

今日も生きてしまったな これで何年
息を吐くように吐いた嘘は何千
這い蹲って けんもほろろになって
目が回るわ

そのかかとすり潰した靴でどこ行くの
蔑んだその目を閉まっておくれよ
紫煙を燻らせる染みついた部屋で一人
仄日は切なく

あなたに寄り添い
今すぐに言いたい
痛い 浮ついた花心
哀 会いたい言葉が
焼き増しした記憶を辿り

寂しい星を待って
愛されたいを知ってしまった少年
夜空を見上げたなら 今踊って
さよならを謳って 希うまで

誰にも言えない秘密があって
笑顔の裏には影があって
知らない自分を知って欲しいんじゃなくて
そうじゃなくて

あの時ドキドキする胸の高鳴りは
凍てつく心を溶かしてしまえたら
この手をすり抜ける 陽だまりの中で独り
仄日は切なく

あなたに寄り添い
真っすぐに誓い
痛い 浮ついた水心
愛 咲いた花びら
散りゆく最期までを僕に

寂しい星を待って
愛されたいを知ってしまった少年
夜空を見上げたなら 今踊って
さよならを謳って 希うまで

寂しい星を待って
愛されたいよ少年
夜は仄かになって

寂しい星を待って
愛されたいを知ってしまった少年
夜空を見上げたなら 今踊って
さよならを謳って 希うまで

今日も生きてしまったな これで何年
ただなんだか気分はいいみたいだ

Moonlit Night

I've been living through another day, how many years has it been?
How many thousands of lies have I uttered as easily as I exhale?
I've groveled and been left in utter ruin,
My head is spinning.

Where are you going in those worn-out shoes?
Please close those scornful eyes of yours.
Alone in my smoke-filled room, I let the nicotine haze envelop me,
The twilight is heartbreaking.

I want to come close to you,
I want to tell you right now,
It hurts, my frivolous heart,
My sorrowful longing words,
I trace over our fabricated memories,

Waiting for a lonely star,
A boy who has learned to yearn for love,
If you look up at the night sky, dance now,
Sing your farewell until your desires are met.

I have a secret I can't tell anyone,
There's a shadow behind my smile,
I don't want you to know the parts of me I don't recognize,
Not really.

That heart-pounding thrill I felt back then,
If only it could melt away my frozen heart.
My hands slip through the sunbeams, I'm all alone,
The twilight is heartbreaking.

I want to come close to you,
To swear to you with all my heart,
It hurts, my frivolous heart,
Love, my blooming flower,
Give me all of yourself, until the very end.

Waiting for a lonely star,
A boy who has learned to yearn for love,
If you look up at the night sky, dance now,
Sing your farewell until your desires are met.

Waiting for a lonely star,
I want your love, boy,
The night is growing dimmer.

Waiting for a lonely star,
A boy who has learned to yearn for love,
If you look up at the night sky, dance now,
Sing your farewell until your desires are met.

I've been living through another day, how many years has it been?
But somehow, I feel surprisingly good.